Abused And Used

Chapter 6

“Nice to NOT meet you, I have places and people to see and one of them is not you, so I suggest you either get out of my way or I will MOVE you out of my way”

“Oh come on now! Can’t we settle this like adults?”

“No. I am seriously about to just go ahead and push you out of my way or either pick you up and throw you out of my way! Pick your choice” I said as nicely as possible.

“You are quite stubborn. I came here to settle this, Matt is mine now and he will never be yours again” she batted her eyes.

I rolled my eyes at her. She is annoying.

“Technically he is mine and he was never yours, he doesn’t even know you!”

“Are you sure about that? Besides, I am his ex-girlfriend and all”  

What? I don’t remember Matt having an ex-girlfriend. He never told me. He…lied to me. Unless she is lying to me.

“You are lying to me, he would have told me he had an ex-girlfriend, I am not that stupid” I told her.

“You really don’t know him well, do you?” she asked me.

“I know him well, thank you very much! Now, I have places to be, now MOVE!” I shoved her out of my way, I would have picked her up and threw her, but I thought I would be nice just this once.

I got my BlackBerry and texted Matt:

            *Saw your “lover” or is she seriously? She told me you are her ex-boyfriend. Is that true? Do not lie to me, Matt. I swear, if I ever catch you lying to me, I will be gone from your life and you will not even notice I was in your life*

I hit “Send” and waited.

            *You know that is not true deep down. I never had any girlfriends, except you. I wanted to wait for you to be mine. I did not want anyone else, but you. Since you do not believe me, I guess you are right. You are not good enough for me…*

The last sentence, “You are not good enough for me…” ripped my heart into pieces. What does that mean? I thought he said I was good enough for him!

            *I hope that really is not you talking and that is your doppelganger talking. I thought you said I WAS good enough for you, I guess not. You made my thoughts clear now. You really do not want me”

I hit “send” and waited once more.

*I cannot take this anymore. I miss you. Come back to me! I did not mean you are not good enough for me, I simply meant that you are much better for ME…I want you. Right now.*

*What do you mean you want me right now?*

*I want you here with me, in my arms. I want to hold you tight and never let go of you. I want you in my life forever, Heather Nicole Gilbert. Darn it! Please come back.*

*Not right now, I need a break*

I hit “send” and put my phone away.

I just need a break and that break is right now.

I swear if I see that blonde piece of trash one more time, that is it!

I am not in the mood to deal with her or anyone at the moment.

Once I got to the deli, finally, I ordered my meal and sat down at the table and began eating. I replayed all that had happened in my life in my head, how Josh and I got together and also how our relationship fell into pieces, how my life changed when I met the incredible Matt, all of the crap that went down like how I got kidnapped, went into the mental institute, and how Matt saved my life from Josh. I am truly grateful to have Matt in my life.