Abused And Used

Chapter 9

I have never been so glad in my whole entire life to see his apartment again. Why? Because that means I am with him once again. I hope that I will not ruin things again with him; I will fall apart and never be whole again.

“W-What if they hurt you…?” I asked Matt once we got all of my stuff settled in. We are sitting on the couch and he is holding me close in his embrace that I know and love deeply.

“I don’t care. I can take care of myself. I am a big boy” he smirked.

“This is not a funny matter right now!” I laughed.

“The only person I am worried about right now is you and it is going to stay that way. I am your prince saving his princess”

“You always know the right words to say, don’t you?” I looked up into his dazzling eyes that capture my soul.

“Sometimes I do, but other times I do not think before the words escape my mouth. When I yell at you, I do not mean to…”

“I know you don’t baby. I don’t blame you for yelling at me. I would yell at myself also”

“You remember when we were sitting there by the water and I put my arm around you for the first time? You are the best thing that has ever been mine”

“That is a Taylor Swift song! You cannot do that!” I started cracking up laughing and he joined me.

“But it is true though, every time I look at you it is like the first time. I fall in love with you all over again every day. Nothing will ever change the way I feel about you”

“You seize to amaze me, Matt. The day that I first met you, you told me you would never fall in love. But here we are, so close, yet so far, when will you realize that baby I am not like the rest?”

“And that is a Demi Lovato song, my love” he kissed my nose playfully.

“Humph.”

My BlackBerry went off once again, I answered it.

“Hello?”

“Do not tell Matt who you are talking to. Meet me at my place. The address is on the back of the card that was with the flowers. We need to have a nice chat. I will give you 10 minutes to get to my place, if I do not see you there, then Mark my words! I will kill him with my bare hands” Click.

Again the last sentence was what Matt said about Jay, he must have been outside my apartment or even IN my apartment, but Matt did not find anyone inside.

I sighed and Matt looked at me.

“It’s nothing. Someone got the wrong number. But I need to go” I got up off the couch and Matt grabbed my hand gently to stop me.

“No. You are staying here” he demanded.

“Please Matt, its important. If it was not I would not be leaving. I will be fine, I promise” I did not know exactly if I will be fine or not but I will for sure keep that promise as much as I can.

“Fine. If you need me, you know my number” He did not sound to happy with me but this is a matter of life and death right now and I rather have his heart still beating for life and for the love he has for me. I do not want that to die out.

I kissed him and grabbed the card when he was not looking and left.

I got to Jay’s house in exactly 10 minutes, I got lost : /

I knocked on the door and he opened it and smiled his warm smile that captured me the first time I met him and Matt’s words kept lingering in my head that I cannot be with him, he uses tricks on every girl and plays games with their heart, which I knew he was probably doing that to me.