Kik <> Camren

07/05/15 @3:48 PM

07/05/15 @3:48 PM

"They told you that you have 2 broken ribs?" Dinah screeches as she stood up in a typical 'Dramatic Dinah' manner. Lauren rolled her eyes before correcting the girl.

"Fractured-"

"I don't give a damn," Dinah interrupted. "I'm gonna beat those shitheads into the ground."

"Dinah," Lauren warned. "I already told Mani and Ally this. None of you guys are getting in trouble over this. I'll talk to the police or something and let them handle it."

Dinah looked irritated but she saw how genuinely Lauren was looking at her so she sighed and plopped back on the mattress. Immediately regretting the harsh movement when she saw her friend whimper.

"I'm so sorry oh my-"

"it's fine," Lauren chuckled breathily.

There was a silence and Lauren predicted the next words before Dinah even opened her mouth.

"Have you talked to Mila?"

No, she hadn't. She wasn't mad at her anymore. It was more the fact that every time she thought about her, all she could remember was Austin's hands on her, Austin's lips on her, and it made her want to vomit. She was being selfish, because of course Camila was going through a hard time too. But Lauren needed a little bit more time. Just enough to get over it

Dinah took the silence as a no and she sighed.

"Lauren, you know she's not in the wrong here. I love you but Mila's been my best friend since the womb and she's really hurting. I can't force you to talk to her, but you can't leave her hanging. At least have the decency to break up with-"

"What the hell, Dinah?" Lauren snapped. "I'm not breaking up with her." It was defensive and vulnerable and Lauren really felt like crying. Dinah noticed.

"Okay," the Polynesian nodded. "Just, remember that she has feelings too, okay?"

Lauren nodded her understanding timidly and then Dinah said she had to head home to babysit her siblings so they said goodbye and Lauren was left with her thoughts again. She was in deep thought about how to handle her situation with Camila when her cellphone buzzed and the younger girl's contact photo popped up. Her heart fluttered at the adorable smile Camila had on in the picture and clicked answer before she thought about it.

"H-hello?" The soft and clear tone that Lauren had missed so much, regardless of it only being four days, seeped through the phone and the green eyed girl felt her body relax.

"Hi," she breathed out.

"Oh-um- hi," Camila fumbled with her words for a few moments and it made Lauren smile. "How are you?"

"I'm-uh, I'm okay," she lied.

"Lo, Normani told me what happened."

Fuck you, Mani.

"She did?"

"I'm so sorry, Lauren. This is all my fault. If I hadn't been so stupid and if I had followed you instead of letting you go none of this would've happened and-"

"Baby, stop," Lauren was quick to cut Camila off. "None of this is your fault okay? And I'm sorry if I made you feel like that because I've been a pretty big dick by ignoring you. But, can you come over? I'd rather talk about this in person."

"Oh, yeah! For sure. I'll be right there," Camila promised. "I-um, I love you." Lauren's felt her heart ache with how hesitantly the words were spoken. As if Camila wasn't sure that Lauren loved her back anymore. Lauren really wanted to throw herself out of her window for making her girlfriend feel that way.

"I love you too."

a/n
I swear this is the most I've updated in a long ass time. but!!! told u the angst wouldn't last for long & soon this story's gonna be back to stupid, light, funny trash.

also is it just me or was it lowkey weird that they made a poll for Camila's fanbase name. And Camilizers??? rlly?? I thought mamba gang was cute tbh. Camilizers remind me of the fans that hated the girls besides Camila & I know that most C stans aren't like that but whateva.

CANT WAIT FOR CC1 AND 5H3 ITS COMING Y'ALL