Hold On Til May ~Kellic~

~~24~~

~~Vic's POV~~

My smiled turned to a frown when I saw the look in Mike's face. I felt really bad, I should've told him that I've been cutting. I should've told all of them. I now felt like an ass for not telling Mike when he had asked me to in the first place.

"Mike...."

"Tony, Kellin, can I talk to Vic alone....please?" Mike asked.

"Yeah, sure." Tony and Kellin said before they left the room. Once they were out of my room, and the door was closed, Mike started talking to me.

"I told you to tell me if you felt like cutting."

"I know Mike, and I feel like an ass for not telling you, believe me."

"I do believe you, but I also believe that you should've told me."

"Mike...."

"I look up to you Vic, why do you think I've been trying to get you to stop cutting."

"Y-you look up to me?"

"Yes Vic, you're my older brother, why wouldn't I?"

"I-I always thought that you thought that I was a freak."

"Why on earth would I think that you're a freak, I love you Vic, and I mean that."

"Really?"

"Yes."

"I love you too Mike."

"Please try to stop cutting, and not just for me, but for Kellin as well okay?"

"Okay."

"Thank you."

"You're welcome Mike." With that, we both left my room and went downstairs where Tony and Kellin were and sat down next to them.

"Everything good between the two of you?" Tony asked.

"Yeah, Mike seemed kind of mad." Kellin said.

"Yeah, everything is fine, don't worry about it." I said.

"Okay." We all just played video games...minus Kellin, he just sat on my lap and cuddled me while the rest of us played. I was okay with it because it showed me that he actually loved me.

"Fucking hell, you guys suck." I said as I lost yet another round of Mario Kart. Mike and Tony were in first and third, in that order, and I was in last. "Why'd you guys have to pick Rainbow Road?"

"First, how do we suck, we aren't the ones losing, and second, because we like that one." Mike said. I just rolled my eyes and carefully tossed the controller towards the TV stand.

"You two can play. Kellin and I will be upstairs in my room." I said as Kellin got off of me and helped me stand up.

"Don't do anything that I wouldn't do!" I heard Mike yell as Kellin and I were walking up the stairs. I just rolled my eyes before I walked into my room. I went over to my bed and face planted into the pillows.

"You need to stop doing that." I heard Kellin say. I turned my head and looked at him.

"I know." Kellin looked at me and sighed before walking over to me and sitting down.

"You look like you're about to cry." Kellin said brushing hair out of my face.

"I feel like crying honestly."

"Why?"

"Because I heard how heartbroken you and Mike sounded earlier."

"Oh..."

"Yeah..."

"Please tell us when you feel like doing that next time okay?"

"I will Kellin, believe me." Kellin smiled and leaned down to kiss the side of my head. "I still don't get kisses until later don't I?"

"Yep."

"Damn it."

"It's your fault."

"I know, but I still want to be able to kiss you."

"Vic, Kellin, Tony and I are going out and might not be back until tomorrow." Mike said walking into my room.

"Okay, just, please be careful okay?"

"Okay, bye." Mike then left my room and closed the door. About 10 minutes later, I heard the front door slam shut.

"Can I have another kiss please?" I asked Kellin.

"I told you that you don't get anymore for the rest of the day." Kellin said as he laid down next to me.

"You're making it look like I'm the girl in this relationship."

"I know, and I think it's funny." I just rolled my eyes and chuckled before I wrapped my arm around him. "You can kiss me, just not on the lips."

"But that's where I want to kiss you."

"Well to..." I didn't let Kellin finish his sentence as I kissed him. We didn't kiss for long seeing as he pushed me away a little. "Vic..."

"Kellin please, I can't go all day without kissing you." I said with a pleading look. Kellin sighed.

"Alright fine, you can kiss me." I immediately kissed him after he said that. I moved so that I was kind of on top of Kellin and kissed him more passionately. His hands went from gripping the front of my shirt to around my neck. We stayed like that for a few minutes before we had to pull away for air. We just looked at each other with a smile on our faces.

"I love you Kellin."

"I love you too Vic." Kellin said before pulling me down and kissing me again. He pulled away a little again, but he kept me close. "Vic..."

"Yes Kellin." I said looking into his eyes.

"Make love to me." My eyes widened.

"Kellin..."

"Vic, I'm serious, make love to me."

"A-are you sure?

"Yes, Vic, please, I need you."

"Okay...." I whispered before I kissed him and I did what he asked, I made love to him.

~~~~~~~~~~~AN~~~~~~~~~

That's the end of this chapter, and the second to last chapter of the book.

Anyway, hope you liked the chapter.

Ash