another day // paramore
Days without Harry turned into weeks without Harry. Weeks without him turned into months without him.
I had lost all hope of ever contacting him after I moved to London until one day when I saw him singing “Isn’t She Lovely” on the X Factor stage. I watched his hopes being crushed, and then rebuilt as he became a part of One Direction. I watched the group getting better and better each week, until the final when they were voted off. I cried once they left the competition because I knew Harry would be feeling like the bands downfall was due to him. I remember seeing one member of the boy band claim that “this was not the last of One Direction” and that’s when I realised; if I wanted Harry, I would have to fight for him. Things would turn around for One Direction, I was sure of it.
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A few weeks later I had entered myself into the X Factor, with the hopes of meeting Harry. I missed him, but I was angry at him for not listening to me and for thinking I cheated on him. I wanted to make Harry pay for his mistakes; I was fuelled by revenge. I wanted Harry to see me and wonder how he could have left me for so long, without any sort of contact.
I had told no one that I’d entered the competition, because I was worried of not getting through. The only person I told was Ellie. Even though we were miles apart, I still felt like I could trust her with my life, and she promised to support me. I decided that I would sing “I Want To Hold Your Hand” by The Beatles as my audition song.
The day of my audition finally transpired. I felt nervous as I stood in line with hundreds of other people who believed that they were fantastic singers. Who all had the same dream as me; to sell out arenas, to see their name in lights. It hurt me to think that there would only be one winner, and it wasn’t destined to be me.
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I received positive feedback from the judges, however I wished to hear that “yes” escape the four judge’s lips. The “yes” that could essentially change my life forever.
My prayers had been answered. The “yes” finally came.
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This has now jumped forward to 2010-2011. (It was summer 09 ((hehe)) when they were together). Also, I’m changing a few facts around (like what happened in xf and stuff) because i really can’t remember everything.
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