flaws // h.s & j.t

thirteen

cannonball // damien rice

In the morning I awoke with Harry next to me. I smiled to myself, thinking that I was so happy with him, when I suddenly remembered it was Saturday today, or the final.

I was so nervous. I climbed out of Harry’s grasp and woke the girls up. Once I had wakened the girls up I went in for a shower.

The steaming air invigorated me, and I stepped out of the shower and got ready.

“Morning babe,” Harry said lazily as I walked into the room.

“Morning Harry,” I said as I hugged him.

“You smell like coconuts,” Harry told me and I laughed.

“You smell dirty and smelly and old,” I teased.

“I thought you’d like when I was dirty,” Harry growled. “Seemed that way, when you were screaming my name.

“Harry, please,” I felt the familiar throbbing in between my legs.

“I know you want me,” he whispered seductively.

“Shower, now!” I told him.

I decided to use the time I had wisely and texted Louis, asking him to meet me. He reluctantly agreed to meet me at Starbucks in half an hour.

“Harry! I’m going to meet Louis. Be back soon,” I shouted through to him.

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I left the hotel and walked to Starbucks. Quite a few people recognised me, so I had to sign autographs.

I soon reached Starbucks and saw that Louis was sitting in a seat close to the window.

“Sit,” Louis barked as I walked over.

“Good morning to you too,” I replied sarcastically.

“Good morning then, sunshine,” Louis mocked. What did I ever see in this boy? He’s hot, but that’s all he’s got going for him.

“I’m sorry Louis,” I said.

“No. You don’t get to be sorry. You left me,” He said.

“I’m sorry Louis, y’know, I’ve been thinking of something a bit more of a friend,” I told him suggestively.

“Jade. You know what you’re doing,” Louis said.

“I want you. I want to hear you moan my name, I want you to realise I’m better than Harry. You can have me,” Louis told me.

 “Kiss me,” I said as I felt Louis’s lips brush against mine, and then again but this time a bit more forceful. He slipped his tongue in, as I gasped, not used to feeling his tongue in my mouth.

“Jade, you have a boyfriend. And he loves you,” Louis told me as we broke apart. Harry loves me? I felt really bad now, because I knew it would be me who broke his heart.

“Fuck, I can’t do this. No,” I said, as I got ready to leave.

“Can’t do what? Can’t resist the urge to fuck me? C’mon Jade, you know we both want it,” Louis said as his hand travelled up my thigh.

I moaned.

“This is how I felt when you left me for Harry. I want you, so badly,” Louis said.

“Louis, I can’t. You said he loves me. How can I break his heart this way?” I said, tears welling up in my eyes.

“C’mon Jade, no one’ll know,” Louis said, trying to tempt me.

“You have a girlfriend!” I remarked.

“Rules are made to be broken,” he said, mocking my words from the day I kissed him.

“Louis, we can’t. Please, no,” I whispered.

“I’ve had my eye on you for a while, c’mon Jade, lemme touch you,” Louis said.

“No! Louis, y’know I wanted this, but he loves me. For Christ’s sake he loves me!” I exclaimed.

“Walk to the bathroom, and I’ll be there in ten minutes,” Louis told me however I stood my ground.

“I’ll make you feel good, don’t you worry,” he whispered. Those were the words that made me betray my boyfriend.

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I felt a familiar arm snake around my waist as we walked into the bathroom. 

I suddenly stood in the bathroom with Louis as he harshly made love bites on my skin.

We were both extremely prepared for what was coming next.

“Fuck! Harder, Louis!” I shouted as I felt him penetrate his liquids into the clear condom.

“You’re so beautiful,” he told me as he kissed me tenderly.

“You’re extremely hot. And you’re a good fuck,” I told him as we laughed.

 We both got ready and we left Starbucks. Neither of us were ready to admit what we had done. I was disappointed that I had betrayed Harry, and I hope he was upset that he had betrayed Eleanor. 

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I reached the hotel, and found Jesy and Leigh-Anne getting ready for tonight's performance. 

"Hey girls!" I exclaimed. "Where's Perrie?" I asked. 

"With Zayn, Harry, Liam and Niall," Jesy told me. "How did it go with Louis?" 

"Good, yeah. He forgave me, which was good," I told them. Images of me writhing around under Louis came to mind. 

"Ah, that's good," Leigh-Anne said. 

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"Harry, I'm so nervous!" I exclaimed. 

"You'll be fine love. Honestly, you're amazing," Harry told me. 

"Thank you Harry," I said and then I pecked him on the cheek. 

The three girls came up to me and we had a group hug, telling each other we would win. A lot of tears were exchanged, as we each thought of a future without the other girls. 

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"Stones taught me to fly

Love taught me to lie

Life taught me to die

So it’s not hard to fall

When you feel like a cannonball"

As I was singing Cannonball, I realised how much it relates to me and Harry. I was sure I loved Harry.

Suddenly I felt the girls run over to me and then I realised that the final vote was going to be announced. I stood on the stage, with my three best friends next to me and my mentor. Then, Dermot O'Leary, the presenter, walked forward.

"The winner of The X Factor 2011 is,"

We were waiting for what seemed like hours.

"Little Mix,"

I felt my legs cave towards the floor, as I screamed with delight. Little Mix have won The X Factor.

I ran behind the stage to share my glee with Harry. I suddenly found Harry kissing a girl. And not just any girl, but Caroline Flack.

"If you're allowed to cheat then I'm allowed to cheat," Harry slurred. I gasped. He knew.

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