flaws // h.s & j.t

ten

my girl // the temptations

I heard a deep wail come from the end of the corridor, and I knew it was Harry’s. I knew that I’d went too far with hurting Harry, and Louis knew too as I heard “it was a mistake, I’m sorry Jade,” tumble from his lips. I started sobbing again as I tried to say that it was okay and that I had made a mistake too. We ran out of the room to get Harry, however once we got to the end of the corridor he wasn’t there anymore. We came to the conclusion that he had gone out one of the fire escapes, and we left him alone.

I was thoroughly disgusted by myself. Not only had I tried to make Harry feel the pain I had felt when he left me, but I had also took advantage of one of Harry’s best friends. I couldn’t fathom a reason as to why Harry was so upset when he saw Louis and me; I had always thought Harry had been the strong one, the one who had found it easy to move on without me. Maybe Louis was right, and maybe Harry did care for me? Or maybe it hurt him to see his best friend was with the girl that Harry had once loved; seeing that he had once touched my lips the way Louis had, he had once held me by the waist like Louis had; he had once been so close to me the way Louis had. I was confused by my feelings for Harry. I didn’t have any feelings for Louis – and however much I didn’t want to admit it, I had kissed him for my own pleasure. At one point I did have feelings for Harry, however I kept them hidden away.

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I barely saw Harry, and when I did I ignored him. I wanted to talk to him, and explain that this was all a misunderstanding, but the words couldn’t escape my throat. I told the girls what had happened, and they were all shocked at me yet they promised to support me with whatever decision I made. Things were equally as awkward with Louis, and I couldn’t bring myself to look him in the eyes. Not after I had kissed him for revenge. Perrie promised to get Harry into my room tonight so we could talk about what happened because she wanted us all to be friends, and I was really nervous about talking o him. I felt like I would start sobbing, but this time no one would comfort me.  As I was getting ready for bed, I heard a knock on my door and a familiar voice asking if it was okay to come in. I breathed out a yes as I sat on my bed. Harry walked in. I could smell the familiar scent that enveloped him as he sauntered into my room. He sat on the bed as he looked at me.

“So Zayn said you wanted to talk to me?” Harry said.

“Yes. I-I just want to s-say sorry for what you saw today,” I told Harry, as my brown eyes bore into his green ones.

“I’m not stopping you from moving on,” Harry told me, his voice shaking.

“B-but I haven’t. That was a mistake,” I told him sincerely.

“What do you mean, babe?” His voice was menacing as it was the first day we met.

“I mean, I’ve wanted you for over a year. I missed you so much, you can’t even begin to fathom how much I missed you,” I said, a solitary tear cascading down my face.

“I missed you so much too, after I found out that you weren’t lying I realised I had let you go, and I didn’t want to let you go. And I had too much pride to tell you I was wrong. But Jade, believe me I missed you,” Harry told me. I looked up and placed a small kiss on his cheek.

“Jade, I missed you so much. I remember seeing you on T.V. and thinking, ‘that’s my Jade,’ my girl,” he said breathier as he kissed me again, a bit more needy this time. I let out a low moan as his cold hand ran down the back of my neck. He kissed along my jawline, and I kissed his lips. It felt as if we couldn’t get enough of each other, like we were making up for all the time that we had lost. I pulled Harry’s hair to guide his mouth down to mines. “Fuck Jade,” he whispered against my skin. Then he removed his lips from my lips, and reattached them on my neck, sucking harshly on the skin. I moaned as his lips trailed over the new mark he had made on my skin.

“Oh my God Harry,” I moaned again as he kissed me. I really missed Harry.

He began to pull my top up, as I let out a low moan. I knew what was coming, and I wouldn’t trade the experience for anything.

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I'm not comfortable with writing smut so i never wrote it okay

ily all, sorry this is so short xoxo