flaws // h.s & j.t

eleven

burning desire // lana del rey

I gathered the girls in my room as I told them what happened. “I done something really bad” I whispered to the three girls.

“Whattya do?” Perrie asked me.

“Well, last night, me and Harry... we, well y’know,” I said as gasps fell from their mouths.

“I told ya she was gon’ tell us!” Perrie shouted, nudging Leigh-Anne in the ribs.

“Tell you what?” I asked as the room fell silent.

“Well, we sorta heard a few moans,” Jesy started off, winking “and we bet on how long it’d take you to tell us,”

“You bet on my sex life?” I asked, fury evident in my eyes.

“Not exactly, like we knew what you’d done, but we didn’t know if you’d tell us,” Leigh-Anne told me.  “Don’t be mad, we just, well, if it was me and Justin Bieber, lemme tell you I would be singing it from the rooftops! But if it was someone I’d had a rocky history with, probably not,”

“Why wouldn’t I tell you or be mad? You are all my best friends, and I wouldn’t dream of not telling you. Besides I dunno what to do,” I told them as I shrugged.

“Aaaaw! Group hug!” Jesy shouted as we all hugged.

“So wait,” I asked once we broke apart “you’re not mad at me?”

“No,” all three girls chorused.

“I really don’t blame you dear, Harry is a fine piece!” Jesy cackled.

“I just expected,” I trailed off.

“Well don’t expect! Honestly babe, we knew it was gon’ happen,” Perrie told me.

* * * * * * * * * *

“Harry, we really need to talk. Jade xx” I sent the text with my hands shaking.

“I agree, but talking really doesn’t get us anywhere, as demonstrated last night. H xx” Harry texted back almost straight away.

“Lol :) yeah but we need to. I don’t know how much more I can take of this; us not talking and then acting like everything’s okay. We need to talk, because I really miss you xx” I sent.

“6pm at Nando’s? Xx” Harry asked.

“It’s a date. Xx”  I said.

“Girls?” I shouted. “I’ve got a date at 6 and I need you all to make me beautiful!”

 Suddenly, three girls came scurrying into my room, each carrying various beauty items.

Jesy done my hair, Perrie done my makeup and Leigh-Anne chose my outfit.

Six o’clock soon approached, and I could feel butterflies in my stomach as I was thinking of what to say to Harry. I knew we had to talk, but that was really it. I couldn’t think of what I should say to Harry. He left me breathless, and I couldn’t deny how good he could make me feel. I was quite sure I already had deep feelings for him, but I couldn’t tell how deep. I couldn’t tell if I could trust him. He left me, and I think he’d moved on, but obviously not.

I heard one of the girls open the door to let Harry into our apartment. “Here,” Leigh-Anne, I think, laughed. “You’re gonna need them, don’t need a baby mix!” I heard the three girls guffawing, and I stepped downstairs. The three other members of Little Mix and Harry turned around to look at me, as I looked down towards the floor self consciously. Harry was suddenly standing next to me, as I felt his hot breath whisper in my ear “You look lovely babe,” and he kissed below my ear.

“Thank you. So do you,” I told him.

“Well, off you go, lovebirds!” Perrie shouted as Jesy pushed me out of the door. The door was closed as I turned to face Harry.

“Here,” he said, as I put a beautiful jade bangle on my wrist. It was jade green, the exact same colour as Harry’s eyes, and the day at the park came rushing back to mind.

“Harry, y’know, you’ve got jade eyes,” I said through laughter.

I felt hot tears prick at my eyes, “Harry, it-it’s beautiful. Thank you so much,” I said as I threw my arms around him and we shared a kiss. It was short and sweet, however it left me with a burning desire for more. We broke apart, and Harry grabbed hold of my hand, and led me to his car.

I felt fireworks dance in my stomach as he held my hand and pulled me into the car. My skin was burning as his touch left me, and I had a sudden desire for more. I needed him, no, wanted him. I wanted to feel his fiery touch on my bare skin, I wanted to tug at his hair while he pleasured me and made me feel electric. We started to drive.

“What you thinking about babe?” He asked me., his eyes staring ahead.

“Just, you,” I told him truthfully.

“What about me?” he asked. “The way I pleasured you last night?”

I felt my cheeks rise up in flames. “Yes,” I mumbled.

“What? I can’t hear you?” Harry smirked as he turned to face me.

“Yes, I was thinking of how you made me feel last night,” I said, confidence overtaking me.

“We can always skip the Nando’s, babe. I’d much rather eat you,” Harry said.

“Harry, please,” I murmured.

“That’s so fucking hot when you do that,” Harry moaned.

“Do what?” I batted my eyelashes innocently.

“Pretend to be innocent, fuck. What happened to my baby? The one who’d never let me fuck her senseless?” Harry asked.

“She grew up,” I answered truthfully. “But I really don’t want to skip Nando’s, I’m starving,” I told him as I smirked.

* * * * * * * * * * * * * *

I felt Harry’s hand stroke my thigh under the table in Nando’s. I squirmed in my seat.

“Harry, please. We need t-to talk,” I stuttered.

“’Kay babe. Talk away,”

“We’re going in circles, Harry I-“

“Circles, we go round in circles,” he sang.

“Harry!” I scolded. “Anyway, I don’t know what to do, about us,” I told him.

“Do you want there to be an us?” Harry asked me. I nodded, not being able to look him in the eye.

“Well then, I, Harry Edward Styles, promise to be a lawful boyfriend, to you, Jade Amelia Thirwall,”

“You remembered!” I nearly shouted.

“Your middle name? Darling I couldn’t forget it, even if I tried,”

“You’re so cute,” I told Harry, as I kissed him. And this time, it felt right. 

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If you're confused, it started as the morning after and finished in the evening. I've finished my exams (or at least the ones for 3/4 months) Thank you so much for 670 reads! I love you all. 

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