flaws // h.s & j.t

sixteen

asleep // the smiths

I awoke in the hospital, my head pounding. I noticed I was wired to a clear tube, which was shooting some kind of drug into my arm. Then, I cocked my head round to see why I was in the hospital. I noticed I had a few cuts on my wrist.

I couldn't have.

I sat in my room, lifeless as I realised that I had tried to commit suicide. I couldn't remember what was so bad in my life that I felt like death was the only option, but something must have went really wrong. I faintly remember Perrie texting me to tell me she was going to stick by me.

"I just heard what you done. I'm shocked, but I'll support you in whatever you do. Can't wait to see you in the new year and we can start writing new music! Love ya!! <3"

Why was she going to stick by me?

I pressed the alarm button next to my bed and a nurse came running in.

"Are you okay?" She gasped, probably out of breath.

"Erm.... no-not really," I told her honestly. "I'm disoriented.

"Do you want to tell me what's up?" She asked placidly.

"Why am I here?" I asked her.

"Sweetie, you tried to commit suicide," she told me sweetly.

"Why?" I asked her.

"I don't feel it's right to pry into patients life's, so I don't know," she told me.

"Ah, of course. Do you think you could phone my mum, please?" I asked.

"She's outside actually. I'll get her for you. Oh, would you mind signing my daughters copy of Cannonball once you're better? She adores you and the girls," she asked. I could tell she adored her daughter.

It made me happy to think that something must have gone terribly wrong in my life, but I still had fans.

"I'll phone the girls and we all will once I'm better," I smiled.

"Thank you so much Miss! I'll get your mum now," she told me and then she left.

I heard my mums high heels clopping across the linoleum floor. When I looked up, she was grasping a copy of OK! Magazine. There was no trace of a smile on her face. I could tell this wasn't good.

She plonked her copy of OK! down on the bedside table and she sat next to me.

"You fair pick your moments, don't ya?" My mum said, venom in her voice.

"What do you mean? I dunno what happened," I told her truthfully.

Right now, I had no recollection of any events that had occurred. I could only remember Little Mix, and we had a song called Cannonball. We were all single apart from Perrie.

She pointed to the cover story. Me... and Louis Tomlinson?

"Who's that?" I asked, pointing to Louis Tomlinson. Damn he was hot.

"You don't remember?" I shook my head. "Oh. I need to make a call, in private, excuse me," My mum left the room with her phone in hand.

She came back into the room after five minutes.

"Jade, do you remember me?" She asked.

"Of course, you're my mum!" I said.

"Do you remember your bandmates?"

"Yeah, there's Perrie, Jesy and the other one- what's her name? Leigh-Anne, that's it!"

"Do you remember Perrie's boyfriends band?"

"I know there's Zayn, because that's Perrie's boyfriend and he always tried to set me up with Harry, because he never knew- something happened years ago, between me and Harry. Harry, he was my boyfriend," I started sobbing. "I loved him, I really did. And there's Niall, and God Harry adored that boy, there's Liam, and Leigh-Anne fancies him, and him," I pointed to Louis. "He's the one that single handedly ruined my relationship," I growled.

"Ssshhh... calm down baby," My mum said in an effort to calm me down. I pulled away from my mums grasp.

"Can you get the girls?" I slurred. The sleep medicating drugs that I was probably getting were starting to kick in.

"Sure baby. I love you," my mum told me.

I soon fell into a drowsy, drug filled sleep.

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Sorry this is so short

I know I said I'd update Tuesday but I was really busy!

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