Zerrie- half a heart

chapter 14

Zayn pov

We had just finished another show in melbourne and i was so tired. But of course we couldn't sleep. We had to go to the studio to record some bits of the new album. I really liked the songs. They had alot of meaning to it. We got on the tour bus and drove to the studio around here. We finally arrive and i needed to record some bits of one of the songs called 'Half a Heart".

I went into the booth and started singing 'And being here without you is like im waking up to... Only half a blue sky, kinda there but not quite, Im walking 'round with just one shoe. Im half a heart without you. Im half a man at best with half an arrow in my chest i miss everything we do im half a heart without you.'  i almost cried.

I missed Perrie so much. This song explained everything when me and the boys were away from our loved ones. I then sang my other bit ' If you could spare an hour so. We'll go for lunch down by the river. We could really talk it through'.

Oh i wish i could she see her for an hour. Its been almost a week without her and she has already collapsed and just yesterday she had a fight with Kath. I wish i could just be there with her, for her. I stepped out of the both and they told me i could leave i nodded my head and left and jumped back on the tour bus and onto my bed. I texted my sisters for a bit and allowed to rest since it was almost 2 am there. I texted Perrie and put my phone down on the bed and within a minute sleep over took me.

Perrie pov

I woke up to the sun shining. Yes! Me and the girls were going on a show today to perform 'These four walls' off the new album then hopefully go shopping around london if it was good weather. And it is! I needed to buy new clothes for my baby bump. Like oversized t-shirts and all. I get out of the bed and take a quick shower. I get out and wear a black shirt with white roses here and there with grey jeans and black on the sides with white heels.

I blow dry my hair and leave it out and heading out of the bathroom. They would do my makeup for me there. I make a sandwich and quickly finishing it off as i take the tablets the doctor gave me. I grab my phone and keys and wallet placing them in my white purse, and tell my mom im leaving and go to my car picking up jade on my way. "Hey pez" she says as she gets in and i start driving.

"Hey jade" i say giving her a small smile then focousing on the road. "So how's things?" she asks as i turn into the street of the studio. "Yeah good" i say as i park. We get out and talk about things as we head inside. We meet up with Jesy and leigh-anne and spoke for a bit. We get our make up done and head towards the interview.

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After the interview we perform 'These four walls" And soon enough it was my turn. " And in this time ive lost all sense of pride. Ive called a hundred times if i here your voice i'll be fine. And i, I cant come alive i want the room to take me under 'Cause I can't help but wonder What if I had one more night for goodbye? If you're not here to turn the lights off I can't sleep These four walls and me."

We continue the song and i ace my high notes. We finish off and say goodbye to the interview and we can leave. We go in our cars, jade somes with me as we head to the shopping centre. We find a parking a space and get out and start shopping.

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I finally arrive home at 2pm in the afternoon with quite a few bags. "Hey mum" I say as i see her sitting on the sofa with a cup of coffee. "Hey darling how are you?" She asks. "Good" I say. I knew jonnie and Caitlyn missed her so i think she deserved to go home. "Mum go home for a few nights" I say. "Oh love will you be ok?" She asks. "Yeah mum i'll call my friend she'll stay with me" I tell her. "Ok thanks love" She says getting up and going to her room.

I do the same and head to my room placing the bags on bed and getting my phone out from my purse. Then my mom comes rushing in "Ok love im going now" She says and hugs me. "Ok bye mom" I say hugging her back.  She breaks the hug and smiles at me leaving. As soon as i hear th door close I look at my phone and see i got a text from Zayn.

from- Baba<3

Babe miss ya heaps. Love you beautiful  xx

I can't help but awe at the text. I write back.

'MIss ya too baby. Love you gorgeous xx'

I close the messages and go into contacts and select the name and call. After three rings she picks up. "Hello?" she says . "Hey Layla" i say.

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'"Thanks for coming." I tell her. "Thats ok im excited!" she says and places her stuff down and we go sit on the sofa together. We talk about many things and then  my mind wonders to Zayn. I can't help but shed a few tears. I missed him alot. I have no idea wear i would be with out him. He is my everything. "Pez you ok?" layla asks worried in her voice.

"Yeah i just miss zayn" I say. "Awe love come here" She says and puts her arms out for a hug. I hug her and cry on her shoulder. After a few minutes a knock on the door interupts us.  I get up and open revealing my best friend who left me two days ago. "Kath?" i say. "Pez i-" she starts but looks behind me and she see's Layla. "Well i came to apologize but i guess you already picked her." she says walking off. "No Kath that isn't it" i say walking behind her. "Oh just leave me alone" She says and gets in her car and drives off.

I walk back inside a shed a few tears and head up to my room and cry into my pillow. What am i doing?

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a/n: soz ive kept ya waiting. Been busy with my other books and stuff. You know the more comments i get will help me update more. Just saying.

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