Zerrie- half a heart

Chapter 34

Liam pov

Everything was going great between me and Danielle. But for some strange reason i felt like something was missing inside of me. Sophia my mind taunted me. No she broke my heart why would i want her back in my life again? Im happy with Danielle. Right? I question my thoughts. Yes i am.

I walk down the streets of London and walk into a bar. I felt like i needed a drink. But there was a feeling that something brought me here for a reason. And it wasen't too get drunk. I walk around having no clue were im going but feet walk as if they memorized this place.

I stop and i am face to face with her. The girl that broke my heart. Cheated and humilated me. Sophia. "Liam?" she says. "Sophia?" i say back. "Ive missed you so much" she says as a tear falls down her cheek. "You cheated on me remember?" i say. "Yes i know but it's so hard seeing you happy with her" she says.

"I love her" i say. "Sure you do" she says sarcastically. "Sophia what do you want from me?" i ask. "Everyday I tell myself i need to get over you, but every night i find myself thinking about how much i want you back" she says. "I know you still love me" she continues. "Your the one who broke my heart, your the reason why my world fell apart, your the one that made me cry and yet im still in love with you and i don't know why" i say honestly, slightly regretting i admitted i still love her.

Next she does the unexpected, kisses me. I know i should be pulling back, pushing her away. I have Dani and I love her. My brain is telling me to push her away. But something else happens.

I kiss her back

Layla pov

Why does Harry do this? Re-break my heart? And with the same girl. Why? What did i do to deserve this. This heartreak cycle that never ends. Well im prepared to end it now.

I pick up my phone and call him up telling him to meet me at a lake. He quickly agrees and i hang up. I wear blue jeans, a white tank top and black vans as i head out of the house towards the lake.

I arrive there finding Harry sitting on the grass looking out onto the lake. I sit next to him and he sends me a smile. But i don't return it. His face quickly changes into a hard thin line.

"Harry. I need to say all this now. I need to get it off my chest and over and done with so please don't interrupt me" i say. He nods his head and i begin.

"The moment i saw you in that bed i knew you weren't just a pateint. I loved you instantly. But there was always this voice inside of my head saying he will hurt you. I ignorerd it and now i know it was a huge mistake. I keep on forgiving you over and over again but my heart can't take this heart break cycle again. I can't let it break and you stitch it up then break it again. It's already gone through too much pain. Love is like falling down, in the end your left hurt, scared and with the memory of it forever. Your like a drug to me Harry. I need you but your killing me. Ive decided not to take that drug no more. To throw it away. Foget it about it. But in Love its not that easy. Im mad at myself, not you. im mad for always being nice, im mad for apologizing for things i didn't do, im mad for getting attached but most of all im mad for not hating you when i should. My heart skips a beat everytime i see you. But my heart completley stopped when i saw you with..her".

Tears were forming in both our eyes as i said that. "Can i speak now?" he says. i nod my head and he begins.

"The moment i saw you standing in my doorway i knew everything would change. I knew i loved you. There was always this thought saying you don't deserve her. I never listened. Now after all the pain you have went through because of me i know is should have listened to that voice. I never meant to hurt you. I wanted to love you like no other guy has loved his girl. But im so stupid my body got attracted to her. I never loved her. I hate that she keeps getting in the way but i know it's not her fault. Its mine. Im the fool who messed up. Im the fool who broke your heart over and over again. I don't deserve you. I never did. I will repeat i love you a million times. But they won't change a thing. Love is not about how many times you say 'I love you' but how much you can prove that's true. I want you. Nothing else. Just you".