Zerrie- half a heart

Chapter 18

Zayn pov

There was only 5 minutes to the clock and Perrie still hasn't woken up. "Why isn't she awake yet?" Caitlyn cries. We all remained silent. Not even i could say anything to comfort her.

I looked at her pale unmoving face. I wish she would open up her beautiful. eyes so my chocolate brown ones could look through her beautiful pure blue ones. Her soft lips connecting with mine. I wish i could ran my hands through her hair as she fell asleep on my chest.

Why wasn't she awake yet? My princess my light my everything. She had to wake up. She had to. She was gonna live the rest of her life with me. We were gonna have beautiful kids. Then it hit me.

If i lose Perrie. I won't only lose the love of my life but my future baby. I let more tears stream down my face of the thought. The doctor came in with a sympathetic look on his face. "Im sorry for your loss" was all he said before he left.

No. No. No no no no. This wasen't happening. No i didn't lose Pez no i didn't. I hold on her hand tighter and stand up resting my forehead against her's. "No i didn't lose you Perrie. No i didn't. Please come back to me babe" i cried out.

I kiss her pale nose and move away from her face still holding her hand. I shake my head continually. I couldn't lose the love of my life. No i haven't. I ran a hand through my hair and sit down resting head on my hand.

I cried like there was no tomorrow. But right now i felt like there was no future. "Zayn" someone said. "Leave me alone i say. "Zayn" they try to shake me. I just shrug them off. "Zayn wake up!" They scream.

I jump up in my seat and look around the room. No one had looked like that they were upset that Perrie died. "Why aren't you upset?" I say. "What?" Jesy asks confused. "Perrie's dead" i say. "No bro you were dreaming. She still has 5 min- oh my god she is moving!" Jonnie says.

What? I look towards Perrie and yes she was moving around in her bed. Her eyes then flutter open revealing the most beautiful pair of blue eyes ever. I stand up and she quickly looks towards me. "Zayn?" She says. I move me head closer to her's so our lips are and inch away. "Right here baba" i say and kiss her.

The kiss was different. One of our most passionate kisses. I release to soon for either of our liking but our family and friends were her. So we couldn't.

All the girls go to her and speak to her as i stand in the corner. Then Jonnie and his dad go to her. They all the sit down and Perrie gestures me to come. I nod and walk over sitting on her bed and holding her hand.

"You feeling better baba?" I ask. She nods her head smiles. It was so good to see my baby awake happy and just herself.

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After a few hours the doctor said we could leave since Perrie didn't wanna spend any more time in that hospital. She absolutely hated hospitals. She says bye to her friends and family and we get a cab back home.

We finally reach home and i pay the guy as we get out. I open the door then pick Pez up bridal style. She giggles then wraps her arms around my neck. I smile at her and kiss her nose as we walk upstairs.

I place her on the bed and lay beside her. "You ok babe?" I ask. She nods her head and smiles. "Why don't we finish what we started in the hospital?" She says coming closer. And waggling her eyebrows at me.

"Mhhh why not?" I say as i go on top of her and kiss her with everything i had. I was never letting go of this girl ever. I was never gonna hurt her again. I wanna be the guy she could lean on, trust and love. She starts running her hands through my hair and i wrap my arms around her waist as we continue kissing.

We break away after a few moments both breathless. I lean my forehead against her's and kiss her lightly. "I love you" i say. She then says the three words I've been dying to her since the hospital accident.

"I love you"

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