Zerrie- half a heart

Chapter 21

Layla pov

Once i realised what i was doing i broke the kiss. Moving as far away from him as i could till my back reached the door. I placed my hand over my mouth shaking my head. "Im sorry Ash-" i say but he cuts me off.

"Hey its ok. You wanna stay at mine tonight" he asks. I was about to reply with a yes but then Kath appeared in my mind. "What about Kath?" I say. He looks at me with a confused look and i explain him the story. "Oh ok. Well im sorry" he says and grabs his jacket from the backseat and hands ut to me.

I smile and take it from wrapping it around me. Slightly smelling his smell. It was the smell of a David beckhem perfume once Harry used. Harry. I did miss him. But he hurt me. And once you do there is no going back to how things was.

"We could stay at a hotel if you like?" He asks. Me and Ashton. In a hotel room together? I guess since it was my only option. I couldn't go back to El since she was staying over night at Pez and i didn't wanna be alone. And i knew i was gonna get a lecture from her. I wasn't in the mood for one.

"Sure. But separate beds" i say. He nods his head and starts driving to the nearest hotel. I turn up the heat to try and warm up and dry myself. By the times he parks my hair is almost dried and so is my shirt.

It was still raining so he gets out grabbing and umbrella opening it and coming to my side. He opens the door for me and i quickly stand under the umbrella with him. I smile at him and he shuts my door smiling back.

We walk into the hotel together and he starts booking us a room. After 10 minutes he looks at me. "Layla there is only rooms with 1 bed i can offers. The others have like 4 which is way to expensive and they don't have a room with 2 beds available." He says.

So i had to share a bed with him? That should be ok. Shouldn't it? "Its ok" i say smiling at him. He smiles back and talks to the lady. After 5 minutes he gets the room key and we head to the room.

The elevator ride was silent and a little awakward. We finnally reach the fifth floor and we he unlocks the room and we head inside and the theme of the room was grey and white. There was a large queen side bed in the middle with a tv set in front of it on the opposite side of the room.

I see the balcony and i immediately walk towards it. I check once before i go out to see if it was raining. It still was but the balcony was sheltered. So i stepped outside looking at the view. All i saw was the pure blue sea.

I felt chills going through my body and i bit my lip. I hated the beach. It was that two of people i loved so much lost their lives there. It was because of me. I silently cry to myself and i hear the balcony door open. I turn and see Ashton.

What was i doing here with him? I should have gone home or to someone. But who did i have now? "You ok?" He asks standing behind me. I nod my head and bit my lip. I moving my hands as far as the would go on the railing.

I then feel his warm hands on my cold ones. "Ash-" i spoke but he interrupted me. "Wanna talk about it?" He asked. I never spoke to my parents about any one. Not even Harry. I lied to him.

I shouldn't tell Ashton. I don't know him. I shake my head a no and he nods in understanding.

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After about ten minutes we go inside and sit on the bed. An awkward silence filling the room. I wanted to know more about him and Kath. I mean did he really love her if he was going with me behind her back?

"How much do you love Kath?" I ask.

He looks me kinda taken back by my question. "Uh.." He says scratching his neck awkwardly. "Well?" I say. "I still do. She means so much to me. But i have like this pull towards you. It makes me wanna run after you, make you mine and leave Kath" he starts.

"Kiss me" i say. He looks confused. "Huh?" He asks. "Kiss me. The only way to know if you have true feelings towards me. Last time we were drunk we had no idea what we were doing. Now we know if we feel something or not." I say. He looks at me and nods his head.

He come closer and so do i and with a few seconds the space between us was gone and his lips were on mine. I had to admit it was nice. But it was missing something. The spark me and harry had. I break the kiss and look it him.

"Im sorry Layla but i need to go find Kath and tell her how much i love her!" He says and runs off like a little kid. Just before he opens the front door he looks at me. "Your staying here or would you like me to drop you off somewhere?" He asks. "Drop me off somewhere" i say.

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Within ten minutes i was in front of the boy who hurt me house. The one that i still love. The one that i also hate at times. The one i needed back in my life. My everything. My Harry Edward Styles. I take a deep breath and walk up to the front door.

I knock and wait for him to answer. Within 30 seconds he opens the door. He was wearing a black beanie with a grey jumper and black ripped pants. "Layla?" He asks confused. I don't bother answering him instead i crash my lips to his.

I missed this. The way his lips felt with mine. The way hands felt as i ran them through his hair. The way his arms wrapped around my waist as he kissed me back. After a minute or so we release both breathless. "Ive missed you" he says in cute whisper. "So have i" i say and kiss him once again.

I was so happy to have the love of my life in my arms again.

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A/n; not very zerrie here but hey LARRY STYROUN BACK! Told ya Layla ;) xx next chapter Zerrie

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