To My Wayward Sons (Supernatural Poetry)

Not Guilty

I'm not guilty

Why should I be?

I'm a long way from saintly

But I can't do that badly

And it wasn't Dean's fault

That I'm in this position

I could've turned him down

But said yes to my own volition

I've chosen this hunter's life

I know what it comes with

My back with a wedged knife

But I will never regret it

All the things I had to do

All the things I've never done

But my mistakes are worth it

It turns me into a better man

Surely, I've lost a lot of

Opportunities and people

Still, with everyone I save

Maybe that makes it equal

I've spent a lot of time

Feeling absolutely crappy

Thinking about myself

And even feeling sorry

But now I paid all my dues

In the hell I've gone through

Came out the other side

Ready to go out and ride

I know it's easier said than done

I can never truly up and run

But it will change, maybe

And I say this really hopefully

Sure, it may not be a clean slate

But past is past, I'll leave it there

If I want to move on with my life

Well, I've got to start somewhere.