I'm whispering sullen prayers
To an absentee god that's lost
Asking for hope and indemnities
For all He has broken and cost
Father, are you listening now?
Allow me to tell you a story
Of a thousand glory Seraphim
Against one rebel, that's me
A war, with my own brothers
We're supposed to be a family
Dare I hold together the colours
That you can't stop falling apart?
Can I promise to stop the horror?
And mend their broken hearts?
How ironic for my tainted soul
To be sitting in such a paradise
I'm a bloodstained being, my role's
Built on misguided paralytic lies
Our dear Father, who art in heaven
Can you hear the angels scream
For the sake of thy holiest name
As rusty gears commence turning
To resume an anachronistic game?
Holy be thy eternal kingdom come
With a thousand ivory towers built
From fallen feathers of my brethren
And their broken bleeding wings
Should I fight? Or should I die?
Do you hear purgatory reaching?
Give up the ghost? Persist to try?
Can you taste this world's ending?
Am I doing the right thing, then?
That's all I need to be answered.
Lord, hear my prayer.
Lord, please hear my prayer
Lord, graciously hear my prayer.
Father, please, I have got to know!
My clasped hands almost breaking
Like a sinner's final death confession
Requests turn to begging on and on
My lullaby becomes a mad chant
My pains turn to weighted stone
But...our Father has left us to be
And now in this chaos I'm all alone
This is the story of how I thought I was fine
But how my initial intentions turned
Into a wayward path with passing time
I hold the detritus in the anarchy I ignited
I lost all my faith, like my soul was smited
Give me a sign, I still badly want to believe
I don't have any aureole halos to receive
And when you didn't give me an answer
Or even the slightest vestige of an echo
That was when it burned, and I realised
That it was only empty hope I followed
A God that always listens...what a painful lie.
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To My Wayward Sons (Supernatural Poetry)
PoetrySupernatural poems that I write when all the: -massive emotional damage -overwhelming crack -severe obsession -rare inspiration -demon possessing me is too much to handle. 50% feels, 50% crack, 100% trash. Abandon all hope, ye who enter here! ××× ...