Trust, Heal and Love

Chapter 1

Ok everyone this is my new werewolf story and I hope you enjoy it.

I wanted to thank a few people first. I would like to thank @cathykiley for making the beautiful cover for my story.

I would also like to thank @lolly80 for giving me feedback about my story and helping me with my summary.

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Chapter 1

Something stirs beneath me waking me from what little sleep I had gotten. I glanced around to see where I was to find I was in the same spot I stopped last night. I could feel the bark of the tree against my skin and the wet leaves that surround me. My clothes are wet from the morning dew making my body cold even though it was uncommon for werewolves to get cold. Looking out into the woods my wolf would be screaming for me to let her out and run, but these days I feel her slipping away. I miss the company that my wolf bring and with her slowly slipping away it means that I am fading into nothing. Something stirred beneath me again making me return my attention to my daughter who is waking up.

I glanced down and watch as she opened her big dark eyes. I push the blankets off her head and run my finger through her dark thick curls. I watch as my beautiful baby wakes up and drifts back into a peaceful sleep. I wish I could follow her into her dream state sometimes. I wish I could escape my nightmares that haunt me. I wish I could give her a better life than what we have, because the truth is, we have nothing. We don’t have a pack or even a home. We are rogues because we belong to no one. I didn’t want this life for my daughter but it was either this or be dead. I remember the night I ran away so clearly as if it was yesterday when in reality it was just over a year ago.

The pain was all I could remember, but that is nothing new. I felt my stomach tighten as I hiss out in pain wishing it could stop already.

“Clare keep going, you are going great.” I screamed as I felt another contraction hit me full blast.

“Please make it stop, please.” I had tears coming down my face as the wet nurse looked at me with pity. I clenched the bed sheets hoping to ease the pain. I felt my claws come out and I bite in a scream as I clenched my fist drawing blood.

“Clare just one more push, than it will be over.” I wanted to laugh at her. The pain will never be over as long as he is around. As I felt my stomach tightened again I push screaming until I heard the soft cries of a baby fill the room. I fell back on the bed panting as black dots appeared before my eyes. I heard the cries turn to soft sobs as my baby became quiet and the house became silent.

“Can I hold the baby?” I looked to see the wet nurse shake her head at me and stare down at the child with such sadness. When she looked at me I saw tears in her eyes. No. No please, no. She handed the child over to me and I looked down to see my new daughter fast asleep. My vision became cloudy as tears streaked my face. I knew in that moment, while holding my daughter that I had to leave. I knew her fate and I wouldn’t allow it to happen, because I love this child even though she was made out of hate and abuse.

The wet nurse took her off me and went to clean her. I laid still for a moment, unable to move because of the extreme pain in my lower region. I knew what was going to happen, he told me so. If I gave him a daughter he said he would kill the bitch so sell her out to other wolf’s. He wanted a son but I gave him a daughter. Not thinking about where I was going to go. I climbed out of bed slowly and changed into clean cloths. I grabbed a bag and packed a few essential’s that I knew we would need to survive. .