Twenty-two letters to Liam

Letter eleven

Letter eleven

11 October

Madison Smith

London, England

Dear Liam.

Liam, oh my my. This morning when I logged in to twitter Madison Smith and #HappyBirthdayMaddy was trending. I didn't get what was happening Li. I was so confused, and I thought it was about another Maddy, but it wasn't!

Nobody knew who Maddy was, but everyone was trending it anyways.

There were tweets like

'I don't know who she is, but #happybirthdaymaddy'

And then I saw your mom's twitter user-name, and I was like WHAT. So I went to your mom's account, and I saw all these birthday retweets, and I kinda felt nauseous. When I scrolled down, I saw something she tweeted.

'' Dear Maddy, I hope you have a really good birthday, cause you deserve it. There are many people caring about you, and loving you, and i'll show you how many. I love you, Madison Smith. ''

And another one.

'' I'll retweet everybody who tweets #HappyBirthdayMaddy !! ''

Liam, I love your mom. Nobody has every done something like this for me. I bet she read my letters!

Karen, if you're reading this, I love you! Thanks for the best birthday present ever. I'm forever grateful.

I couldn't stop dancing and jumping Li. I've never felt this special before.

The fact that Karen and possibly you know I exist... Well, that kinda makes me afraid to come to your house :)

Maybe that's a good idea, considering I've been caught getting on the train without a ticket.

I've got a plan Karen. If you're reading this, will you please thank all the Directioners for an amazing birthday, and tell them I said it. They won't believe me so yeah. And I really want to thank them!

I'm so happy, you don't even know. I think I'll going to the supermarket and buy ten jars of Ben and Jerry's. And eat them all while reading all the Happy B-day tweets.

Yep, that's what I'm going to do :D !

Ow god Liam. Talischa absolutely ruined my birthday. I went out to get the ice cream, and when I came back she pushed the ice cream in my face. It won't get out of my hair. Seriously though, I won't let it ruin my birthday, because I'm still Trending topic!

Actually it's kinda mean. The whole fandom is going crazy because no-one knows who I am. Someone said I'm a long lost family member in prison. What?

I'm so happy Liam!

I didn't go to school today, so I could lock myself in my room and eat ice cream and read tweets the whole day

I smile widely. I love our fandom. The best choice i've ever made is becoming a Directioner. Without those five boys I wouldn't manage. They're the only sources of happiness in my life. They always make me smile a real smile. I can't believe Karen read my letters and cares about me. But.. what if it's about another Madison. What if it's no about me. What if Karen doesn't read my letters at all.

Slowly i'm starting to understand i'm being paranoid. This world doesn't care about me. When am I going to get it?

Sighing I throw away the letter I wrote and take a blank paper.

Dear Liam,

My birthday is absolutely horrible. I thought it was going great, but it was all imagination.