♡O.T.P.♡

JRen

Better Treatment

It's been three weeks since Jonghyun has been treating me as if I was nothing. What ever did I do to him? Why is he avoiding me and talking to me as if he resents me? Sometimes I cry late at night when he's sleeping beside me.

It's nine o'clock PM right now and we're sitting on the couch and reading our individual books. There's a giant gap in between us and I really want to scoot close to him and hug him while he read but the last time I did that, he shoved me away and walked off somewhere else.

He's all the way on the other end of the couch and I was just sparing glances at him instead of reading. How can I focus when we're in such a weird situation? We've never acted this way toward each other before. I probably did something wrong.

Enough is enough. I'm going to confront him about it and we're going to talk like a normal couple would.

I put my book mark in the book and scoot closer to him, leaving about an inch of space until I took a deep breath and asked him, "why are you mad at me?"

He heavily sighs as if he was disrupted from something important and he closes his book then stands up and goes to the kitchen without saying a word.

"Jonghyun..." I muttered.

I knew he was probably mad but I don't care. I want things right. I followed him and I saw him standing in front of the sink and filling up a glass of water.

My feet automatically walk towards him and my arms wrap around his waist and my head rests on his shoulder.

I hear him set his cup down and he sighs again, like earlier.

"Can you get off? Personal space, Ren."

"Not until you tell me what's wrong. You've been avoiding me and kind of being harsh towards me and I want to know why. Did I do something?" I ask him, voice calm.

"I'm going to bed." Is all he says and he removes my arms from him and walks upstairs.

My eyes sting but I ignore it, knowing he's probably just exhausted from work and needs some sleep.

-

It's Saturday today and he promised to take me out so here we are walking around a park and holding hands.

He refused to hold my hand but I held it anyway because what's wrong with a boyfriend wanting to hold his lover's hand?

When we exited the house, it was pretty warm so I didn't bother bringing a jacket and just wore my white sweater but all of a sudden the wind starts blowing and it gets cold.

I see Jonghyun all warm and cozy in his brown jacket and scarf so I tug on his hand and make him stop walking.

"What do you want?"

I'm taken aback by his words and his tone but I just simply ask, "can I wear your jacket? It's kinda chilly..."

"Deal with it. It's your fault you didn't bring a jacket. Now hurry up and let's go home."

I just nod my head and look down as we continue walking back to our car.

-

The car ride home is so quiet that I think I might end up deaf by the time we get home.

When the lights turn red, I reach for Jonghyun's hand but he pulls it away from me and I just retract my hand as if he just slapped it. I then look out the window and decide to just stop.

-

When we settle down at home, he's on his phone texting someone and I'm sniffling because I got a cold.