"I Promise" Levi Ackerman x Reader

Chapter Four

Y'all this is a big trigger warning, mentions of r*pe and not alive

~Half a year later <3~

"Only six more m-months of dealing with Cathryn" I mutter to myself as I scrub all my fellow Cadet's laundry as punishment. 'Punishment?' You say, 'Punishment for what?', well I will tell you. Let's start from this morning.

-Flashback-

I decide to have my breakfast outside today, I'm just so sick of the other Cadets treating me like shit.

I grab my tray of food and I start exiting the mess hall. That is, until a certain someone stands in my way. I try shoving past her and immediately her two favorite wing men shove me back into the room. By now everyone's eyes are glued to the scene, watching, waiting, finding out what will unfold.

Cathryn scoffs as I re-balance myself, "Short bitch, Why are you even here? The only use you'll be for the scouting legion is Titan bait". Cathryn laughs, sorry, cackles at her comment. I only look down at my plate.

Cathryn grabs me by the collar and yanks me towards her, my tray clattering to the ground as I'm forced to look at her in the eyes.

"So, slut, where do you keep disappearing to every day? Huh?!" Cathryn says this loud and clear, she knows that all the other Cadets would have heard her. All eyes turn to me and I gulp slightly.

"I-I'm just going on w-walks" I manage to stammer out and Cathryn laughs in my face.

"Oh yeah, sure you are. The same walks your mother went on!" Cathryn and her cronies start bursting out laughing and I can feel my cheeks grow hot, anger boiling up inside of me.

"I don't know what you're t-talking about" I stutter out and mentally curse myself for sounding so suspicious. Cathryn looks at me, glee etched into her features as she giggles and starts dragging me around.

"Oh give up the act already" Cathryn says looking around at all the other Cadets. "We all know that your mother was a prostitute and that she committed suicide because of how difficult you are to handle." That's it, I am sick of her bringing my mother into this.

In a split second I have Cathryn pinned up against the wall and I'm holding my pocket knife to her face. "Don't ever talk about my m-mother you bitch!" I yell at her. I expected her to look more worried, more afraid, more apologetic... but instead she looks like... 'She looks like she's just won a game' my mind tells me and I freeze.

I watch, almost in slow-motion, as Cathryn opens her mouth and screams. Not a quiet scream, no, she sounded like she was getting raped.

Shit.

I should've controlled my temper.

-End of flashback, thank you for your time <3-

So yeah, now you know why I'm doing everyone's jobs for them. I'm just glad that I wasn't locked up or kicked out of training.

I would be lying if I said I was okay, I'm actually on the verge of tears, being the weak and pathetic shit that I am.

'But at least you'll get to listen to His music' I smile at that thought, because after six months of going outside that same door, every single night, I still had no idea what his name was or what he looked like. Although, I must say that I tend to let my imagination run wild, letting it cause me to believe that he's a beautiful blonde prince with large blue eyes.

I still haven't figured out a name for him, but my mind makes me think that he would start with an A...

My mind snaps back into reality with a jolt as I realize that Cathryn just slapped me. I quickly throw my hand up to my face and shrink away from her.

"What the hell do you think you're doing to my clothes?!" She shrieks and I look down to the shirts I've been scrubbing. I gasp in surprise as I notice that the shirt in my hand has been shredded thanks to me spacing out.

"How am I supposed to wear this now?!" She yells at me, snatching away the cloth from my hand and turning abruptly on her heel in a huff.

"O-oops" I mumble under my breathe and look back to my work.

I hear Cathryn screeching again and I look up to see her swinging the back of her palm straight to my face. It collides with a loud "smack" That I swear could have alerted the whole camp.

"You bitch! This was expensive, it was my favorite! Go rot in hell with you and your slutty mother!" My face stings and now my heart stings. Well. Shit.

As soon as Cathryn has stormed out of sight I burst into tears and run to the only place I can find any form of solace.

The door.