He finished the song and I wanted to cry. Every song reminded me a little bit more of us, and every time I thought about the possibility they could be about us I felt crazier for it. I had mentally slapped myself about 8 times when his voice caused me to glance up. He was staring straight at me. His brown eyes looked sad and lonely, but they still kept the same glint within them. "I Wanna Be Yours."
"I wanna be your vacuum cleaner, breathing in your dust. I wanna be your Ford Cortina, and I won't ever rust." I could see my old Ford Cortina now. God, that one was rusty. We used to drive it down to this little crappy little place in town on weekends for breakfast. I laughed remembering the first time Alex tried the terrible coffee served there. He spit it right out all over the table and half over me. I was disgusted already when I tried it myself. It was lukewarm and weak, a watered-down version of real coffee.
"If you like your coffee hot, let me be your coffee pot. You can call the shots, babe, I just wanna be yours." It was funny how this song was really starting to sound like us. I mean maybe it was just me, but I felt an overwhelming sense of connection to him while he sang these songs.
"Let me be your 'leccy meter, and I'll never run out. Let me be the portable heater that you'll get cold without." There he goes again! I had a 'leccy meter that did exactly that, and God that portable heater was with me at all times. I know it might be crazy of me to find connections, but hey I can't deny this one. This one is real. Maybe this one really is about me. I thought about what I could even do if I had the courage to really believe it was. How could I get to him at all? He'd probably leave right after the concert; I'd never see him again.
"I just wanna be yours. I just wanna be yours. I just wanna be yours…" The song faded out with the thought in my head that that was exactly what I wanted to be. His.
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When Past Becomes Present (an Alex Turner fan fic)
Fanfiction+*:+:*:+:*+ Lillia and Alex have a past, but can they have a present too? +*:+:*:+:*+ "The future for me is already a thing of the past-- You were my first love, and you will be my last." -- Bob Dylan Lillia and Alex loved each other fo...
