Angel

chapter 2

Sleeping in this new bed was amazing. I missed my old bed, but I guess this will do. They seem like great people. I wonder what this new school will be like ... Will I fit in or at least keep under the radar? I could do that easy. I should probably sleep. I have school tomorrow. My mind wanders out of control. When I realize my longing for that hell hole of a home, the scars on my wrists start to burn with anticipation. Wow, I haven't done that in a while. I sigh knowing the pain will not stop until I take care of it. I feel my body jolt with a start as I get up and dig through my nightstand. The silver blade glistening in the bed side light. Oh how I needed it. I touch the blade to my striped skin, and relief floods up my arm, and blood runs down my arm. I feel tears swell up as I realize what I had done. I rap an old black shirt around my arm to hopefully diminish the bleeding. I look at my alarm clock; it indicates it's 3am, so I crawl back into bed and shut off the light. Going to have to start a hard day of school tomorrow.

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{author note}

sorry if this is triggering in any way. be strong if so.

~tay

This is a really short chapter tbh

~Hannah