Blackbird

There Are Worse Things I Could Do

This story will take place during McKinley High's production of Grease, or Glease I should say, and yes, Kurt and Blaine are broken up (AN: The first time out of two) Sad face :( But anyway, this will be based off that song from the play so it will be constantly referenced. Kurt and Rachel are leaving the school after an unexpected encounter with Blaine and Finn. {RIP, Cory :( } There will be a somewhat happy outcome in the end if you know what I mean. Hint hint ;) Enjoy!!!

There are worse things I could do than go with a boy or two.

Kurt was miserable. Blaine was miserable. It's only been a little while since they've broken up, and each day that goes by if equally painful for both of them. Kurt was speedily walking down the hallway to the nearest exit when he was stopped by Blaine. Kurt cursed himself in his head.

"Kurt, wait!" Blaine begged running up to him. Kurt wasn't sure what to do other than stop. He didn't have it in him to ignore Blaine. He was just so tired. Physically and emotionally tired. He stood there stiff as a board trying to keep it together. Blaine sighed and walked to him with a worried expression on his face. What he did to Kurt was wrong, and he knew it. He's tried to forgive himself for the longest time now but all he felt was the intense guilt and regret.

Even though the neighborhood thinks I'm trashy and no good, I suppose it could be true.

"I'm not interested," Kurt said with his back still turned towards the shorter boy. He said himself that he felt like he was going to die on the day they split up. Every time someone even mentions anything that has to do with Blaine, Kurt had a breakdown. As he stood there, his knees got weak and shaky with fright and anxiety.

"I never told you who I was with... I didn't know him," Blaine tried his best to explain. Kurt's fear quickly changed to anger. He clenched his fist while his heart pounded against his ribcage.

"And do you think that matters to me?" Kurt asked him. "Do you... do you think I don't know what it's like to feel lonely? Is that it?"

"Of course not... but-"

"But what? Are you gonna say it wasn't serious? That I'm overreacting?"

"No! Kurt, please! Just look at me." Blaine had tears in his eyes and his voice trembled as he spoke. Kurt took a deep breath and slowly turned around. He opened his mouth to speak, but no sound came out so he shut it. What could he say? Being heartbroken was kinda new to him.

"What?" he asked Blaine.

"You're right. About everything." Kurt's face slightly softened when he heard his answer.

But there are worse things that I could do. I could flirt with all the guys, smile at them and bat my eyes.

"What I did was wrong and it was wrong because I hurt you. And that's something I promised I would never do. You are the love of my life, Kurt. And I broke your heart, the one thing I said that I wouldn't do. I'm so sorry. I let us both down and... " Blaine nearly broke down right there in front of the boy in standing across from him. He felt his body get weaker with every word he spoke. His head hurt and throbbed and he felt sick to his stomach. Kurt got the same feeling as tears streamed down his cheeks. He hated seeing of Blaine in this state. Cheater or not, Kurt still cared for him.

"Look, you've said you're sorry a million times. And I believe you. I mean it when I say that I'm trying to forgive you, but I'm just not there yet," Kurt said slowly inching closer to Blaine. He tilted his head up so his sad eyes met at Kurt's. The shorter boy let a tiny smile show as he stood up straight. Just then, Rachel came from around the corner. She gave Kurt the "let's go" signal and he walked away after he gave Blaine a half hearted wave goodbye.

Press against them when we dance. Make them think they stand a chance, then refuse to see it through.

Months pass and it's time for Sectionals for the Glee kids. Whoop whoop! The New Directions are about to perform when Blaine gets a very surprising phone call.

B: "Hello?" Blaine asked extremely confused.

K: "Hey." It was Kurt. "Can you hear me? It's kinda loud out here."

B: "Uh, yeah. I can hear you."

K: "Have you guys performed yet?"

B: "Um, no. Not yet. Look, Kurt, no matter what I-"

K: "Wait. Just let me talk for a sec. I told you I know you're sorry. I know. And I wanna forgive you, but..."

B: "You need time. It's okay."

K: "But it's Sectionals, and I know how important it is to all of you, and... I miss you like crazy. And I can't stand not talking to you even though I'm mad at you... because you're still my best friend."

B: "You're mine too." Blaine's heart was lifted by the sound of Kurt's sympathetic, soft voice. It's the voice that he missed. The voice he needed to hear so dearly. The voice that would replay over and over in his head all night while he lies awake thinking of him. He missed the way he would hold him like he wouldn't let anyone dare hurt him. He missed the way he would run his fingers through Blaine's ungelled hair. He missed the way Kurt would make him laugh whenever he got the chance. He just missed him.

K: "At Christmas, we need to have a mature heart to heart. And maybe if it's cold enough, we can go ice skating on the Auglaize river. And get hot chocolate. Anywhere but the Lima Bean because when I was working there, I saw a mouse." Blaine giggled in response. See? Anytime Kurt got the chance, he'd make Blaine laugh.

"So, um, we're really gonna see each other at Christmas?"

"Yeah. Well, um... don't let any of those hideous Warblers win 'kay? Break a leg."

"Okay. Kurt, I love you so much."

"I love you too."

*Beep*

That's a thing I'd never do. I could stay home every night, wait around for Mr. Right.

Blaine felt better. I mean he still felt guilty and like the world was going to implode if he and Kurt were apart, but he wasn't as sad. (AN: Yes, I know I'm overly dramatic and that makes no sense but let's roll with it.) After that conversation he and Kurt had that night, he doesn't really feel like the bad guy anymore, and that's really all he could do at this point. Now he's at home lying in bed daydreaming of Kurt of course. He and Sam have been hanging out more lately since he thought Blaine needed the support of a friend.

Take cold showers everyday and throw my life away on a dream that won't come true. I could hurt someone like me out of spite or jealousy.

Since the breakup, he thought alot about what happened and why he did what he did. He went over to that guy's place, (AN: And we all know what that means *wink wink* God, I hate that random dude. Whatever his name is idk) and he got the feeling that he and Kurt weren't meant for each other. Like they weren't supposed to spend the rest of their lives together. But the horrible thing is, right after he did it, he knew that they were. Blaine didn't know what to do now. He felt like he was just aimlessly floating because Kurt was his anchor.

I don't steal, and I don't lie. But I can feel, and I can cry.

He knew that he would make it though, and so did Kurt. After all, if they were truly soulmates, they would find each other again because that's what true love is, and that's what Kurt and Blaine had. Only time will tell, and the two boys knew that. And even though it hurts now, love will find a way. It always does. Kurt and Blaine had courage, and that's something no one could take away from them.

A fact I'll bet you never knew. But to cry in front of you...

K+B: "That's the worst thing I could do."

(AN: How was that?? Is it bad? Sorry if it's bad... I hope you don't think it's bad. It's probobly bad. But anywho, hope you enjoyed this. We all know how painful it is to write breakup stories about these two. Well, it is for me anyway. I love this song, and I love Grease  so this was kinda interesting to write, but it's done! :) Bye!