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malia

I was under age which sucked but that didn't stop me from trying. I quickly looked at the store and saw a man sitting at the counter. I put my hoodie over my head to cover my puffy, red eyes. I walked in casually and grabbed a bottle of who fucking knows. I gave the cash to the man and quickly walked off. "Excuse me?" He asked. "Yes?" I asked turning around. "Are you over 18?" He asks. "Yep" I said. "You look a little younger, I'm sorry but I have to check your ID" He said. "I don't have it with me" I lied. "Well then I'm sorry you can't buy the bottle. I have to ask you to return it and walk out the shop" He asked. "Well fuck that shit" I said giving him the finger before running out the store. I sat on the edge of the store where no one could see me properly in the dark. I quickly opened the bottle and chugged it.

I smiled as I felt the burning sensation running down my throat. I saw the man run out his store with a phone in his hand. I took another gulp and groaned as it burned down. "She ran out of my store with a bottle, she was underaged as I assume" He said quickly. "Okay thank you" He said. Ooo cops are coming better run, I don't fucking care, take me to jail.

I felt my eyes blur a bit as I got a little tipsy. I didn't care though, I continued to chug down the bottle until I finished it. Fuck does it feel good to break rules. I held the glass bottle in my hand before chucking next me, glass flung everywhere. Some cut my arm but I honestly don't give two shits. I found a shard stuck in my palm as I observed it carefully. I took the shard in my other hand and dragged it along my skin. Blood gushed out of the open wound.

I smiled staring at it. "Excuse me" I heard a deep voice behind me. My arms were held tighter as I heard handcuffs tightening around my hand. "Tell me your name" He said. "Malia" I laugh. "Stop laughing" He said sternly making me stand up. "Full name" He said. "Malia Belle" I smiled. He pushed my face against the wall. "Are you drunk?" He asked. "Nope" I said popping the p. "Where are you parents?" He asked. "I don't fucking know" I said as I felt my flesh being glued to the brick wall. "You're under arrest for assault and underage drinking as well as stealing." He said pushing me in his car. "What the fuck I didn't steal" I laughed.

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I sat handcuffed to the wall. Doesn't it feel great to be free. "You can go" The officer said to me. "What? Why?!" I asked feeling my head spin. "Your mother bailed you out" He said taking my handcuffs off. "What?" I asked giving him a retarded face. "Karen" He said walking me outside. "Karen? What the fuck is a Karen?" I asked. "Shutup and go" he said pushing me. "Okay okay keep your boots on" I laughed strutting to the door. I opened the door seeing Karen with crossed arms. She didn't look happy. Oopsie. "Bye" Karen waved to the officers before she dragged me to her car. "Leave me here" I whined. "We're going home" She said. "I don't fucking have a home" I said. "Get in the car" She says. I jumped in the car and sat leaning my head on the window. I saw some rainbow dolphin.

"OOooooOOOooOOoooO" I said pointing at it. "Why can't I be arrested?" I asked. "Why do you want to?" She asked pulling out of the driveway. "I don't have to deal with shit, I can be free from everyone. I don't need to look at someone as start to cry when all the things they did to me starts flooding in" I said as everything blurted out. "Drink it" She said handing me pills and a water bottle. I nod chugging it down. "I don't want to look at Shawn and just miss him, I don't even want to look at him and just start to care for him." I slurred leaning my head on the window. "What do you mean?" She asked. "Someone, ANYONE could have told me that he hasn't gotten over Alyssa" I said letting my heart spill. "Just a few words would have helped instead of seeing them kiss in front of me, but me being fucking me I didn't stop them" I said through gritted teeth. I heard Karen sigh.

"You're 17 what are you thinking? You can't be drinking at your age" She said sternly. "I don't care" I said. "What made you do this?" She asked. "Shawn drank!" I said. "He didn't" She said. I rolled my eyes. "Of course, no one thinks of him that way. He's too innocent, to mature to be doing something stupid" I said leaning on my seat. "Get in the house and shower, you reek of alcohol" She said. "No" I said jumping out of the parked car. She held my hand tightly and pushed me towards the door. "NoooOoo there's a unicorn there" I pointed outside. "Shawn!" I heard her scream. "Shhh" I said putting my finger on my lip. "The unicorn is sleeping, you're going to wake them up" I whispered. Shawn came downstairs and looked at me, he was half asleep. As well as Miss Queen Alyssa.

"What?" He asked. "Take her, I want sleep" Karen sighed. "What's wrong with her? She looks fine" Shawn said. I looked down at my hand since I felt something drip. Blood. "Yeah she's totally fine if I found her illegally drinking at a store 30 minutes away. Her arms and legs dripping in blood and her completely drunk. The police called saying she assaulted the manager of the store. She's 17 for goodness sake" Karen said walking upstairs. "Malia?" He asked me. I looked at him before walking out the door.

I continued to walk down the street. Round 2? I shrugged as I felt my knees get weak before I collapsed to the floor.