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Chapter ten.

Kale's pov.

It's been about a week and a half, I think? I don't honestly know. I do know that Jack got a knew boyfriend. That hurt. I know that Danny's healing good. I know Danny and Justin are also getting help to deal with Ryan's death. I know Michael and basically everyone hates me. I know Raegan cries himself to sleep every night. I could hear him, it breaks my heart. I know Justin and Raegan have become closer.

I've only been fed twice, but that's okay because I'm not in the mood to eat. I just sit here with my legs to my chest and cry. I sleep lots too. I've been wearing a binder this whole time too. My ribs hurt but it's alright. I've been brought back into my depression and all I think about is hurting myself and dying. I wouldn't be surprised if I died down here. I honestly wouldn't mind. I know how Raegan felt or feels now. Hurt. Alone. Broken. Like a complete mistake. Even when I was depression before I've never felt this worthless. I've cried so much I don't think I can cry anymore but I do.

I hear someone coming down the stairs since I've moved pretty fair from the stairs.
A cross the room really. So they had to walk to me. I hid my face in my knees. Not wanting to see that disappointment in their eyes. Because I'm disappointed in myself and Everyone already hates me. I just wished Michael or somebody would kill me because dying hurts less than this. Even if I looked up I couldn't see who it was, because it's pitch black down here. I felt them lift me up and I cringed because I stunk. They carried me up the stairs and to a new room. A very small room. It had a bed in it. I saw who it was now. Michael. He left the room and got me towels and pointed to the bathroom across the hall.

I walked to it. I stripped myself of my dirty clothes and binder. I hopped in the shower and washed the dirt out of my hair. I felt disgusting. Even after I got out of the shower, I felt gross. I went back to the room, in nothing but a towel. I found all my clothes in a pile on the bed. I picked out an outfit. Black skinny jeans, with a white tee and a grey sweater over top of that. I didn't put a binder on, because I'm pretty sure I broke some ribs. After I was fully clothed, I started folding the clothes on my bed. Michael came back.

"So here are the list of chores, since Raegan's no longer cleaning or cooking, you will be the one doing all of that. You will not talk unless spoken directly too. You will do whatever we ask. You will especially not talk to Raegan, Jack, Danny, Justin and Jack's new boyfriend Trent. Got it." Michael stated. I nodded.

"This is were you'll be staying, obviously. Now go get started in the kitchen, then go clean all the boys rooms including mine. Basically clean this whole house. Okay bye." Michael said and walked out of my new room. I walked to the kitchen and my eyes almost popped out of my head. The dishes were stacked. I went over and started the dishes. It took me an hour but I got it done. I moved to the counters and floors. I swept and mopped. I moved to the bathroom, cleaning in there. Then the laundry room. Then the dinning and living room. The whole downstairs was cleaned. I moved upstairs to clean the boys room. Starting with Michael's since it was the closest. It was gross. Left over food and stuff. I clean his clothes up and put them in a basket to wash later. I moved onto the next and next. Then I was done. I had nine baskets full of laundry to do. So I went down to the laundry room and got started with Michael's.

It was almost dinner time and I had to start dinner. But I've only done Michael's, Ashton's, the twins, Luke's and Calum's washed and folded. I only had Gerard's, Jack's and Raegan's to do but I left them, I'd do them after I'm finished making and serving dinner. I walked to the kitchen and saw Jack and his boyfriend, talking. I lowered my head and walked to the fridge to see what to make. I felt them looking at me. It made me very uncomfortable. I picked out some meatballs I found. Honestly I cooked two packages. I smothered them with sauce and put them in the oven. I put the timer on for 45 minutes. While I waited I went back to doing the laundry. I took the one that were done upstairs to they're rooms. Then I went down and put Jack's in the washer and went back to check the on the meat balls. There was only 5 minutes left so I got nine plates and nine forks.

The timer beeped and I got out the meat balls with oven mitts. I dishes out them all equally. I took and placed them on the table in the dinning room two by two. One in each hand. I called the boys and went to switch Jack's laundry to dry it. Then I put in Gerard's laundry in the wash. I went to get a drink of water. So I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a glass from he cupboard and I turned around so quickly. I didn't see anything but I bumped into someone. Raegan. I dropped the glass.

"Raegan I'm so sorry, I was looking where I was going. Oh my god Michael's going to kill me." I rushed out getting down on my knees to clean up the glass. I practically ran to the broom and began reaching out for it but was stopped by a hand. I was shaking almost having a panic attack. I was crying historically. I was scared. I looked at the hand and was met with Michael's face. I flinched back in fear. I didn't want to seem weak but I was terrified. I didn't know what to expect. Another week in the basement. A beating. I was sobbing so hard. I couldn't breathe at all. That's all I remember before I passed out.

Raegan's pov.

I didn't think what Michael was doing was right, but I didn't think it was wrong either. I didn't hate Kale. He was still my best friend all the least. I could hear his cries all day. Until he would eventually cry himself to sleep. I felt bad knowing that I did this. Even though he stepped up to it. He was released today. I heard him clean. I hung out with Justin and Danny all day though. It was dinner and I heard Kale yell up the stairs. I didn't see him. Until after dinner, when I went to go put my dish in the sink. He was in there getting a glass. He turned around so quickly. He dropped the glass. I dropped my plate but that didn't matter. He dropped to his knees and scrambled to pick up the pieces. Like he was picking up someone's heart. I heard him say his apologies.

He kept saying that Michael was going to kill him, I don't think he realized that or anything. He moved to get the broom but Michael's hand stopped him. I swear you could feel his fear. I could just tell he his heart rate picked up. He was so scared. He flinched away. Terrified, was one word to describe his face. Michael wasn't angry though. Michael was scared, he'd never seen someone so panicked. So scared of him, even the ones he murdered. Michael watched as Kale passed out. He looked at me for help. I didn't know what to do. So we brought him to the medic of the house. Jack.

(A/n: so that happened... That was a lot. Again I'm sorry Kale. Hope you guys enjoyed that. Cause I did. Anyways I'll see you in either a few days or tomorrow, deepens when I want to update next. So bye.)