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Chapter fifteen.

(Transphobic warning)

Justin's pov.

I didn't remember falling asleep last night. But when I woke up Raegan wasn't there. Maybe he's already up and getting dress? Yeah that's it. I moved towards my dresser picking out a random pair of black jeans with a white long sleeve shirt. After I go to Raegan's room, knocking first. We had to get ready for the show tonight. However there was no response. I opened the door. I flipped on the light since it was off. I looked around. Raegan's clothes from yesterday laid on the floor. Strange he would normally pick them up. Maybe he's already downstairs?

I make my way down stairs, checking the room on the way down, since Raegan's was at the top. He was in none of them. I finally made my way all the way down the stairs. I checked the rooms down there too. Nowhere. I moved to the dinning room, since it was the last room to be check. I saw all the guys there. But no Raegan.

"Hey guys have you guys seen Raegan?" I ask them. I get a bunch of 'no's' and 'nah's'. I sigh.

"Why what's up little bro?" Ashton questioned me concerned.

"Well we were going to sleep together. But when I woke up he wasn't there. Last night he said he was going to change, so I thought maybe he just got tired and feel asleep in his room. But I checked and he wasn't there. I also check every room in the house, he's not here. Where'd he go Ashton. He promised he wouldn't leave me." I cried and Ashton got up and hugged me.

"Come on let's go check his room again." I nodded and Ashton basically carried me up the stairs to Raegan's room. We check the ground and his closest first. I looked on his bed and you could barely see it, but there was a piece of paper.

"Ashton." I called his name and he came over. I picked up the note.

"If you want her back, then you will bring back Kale, or she will die." I read out loud. I cried. Raegan's going to die. They didn't even use the correct pronouns. Those transphobic assholes. My babies not dying on my watch. I will not allow him to die.

"You messed with the wrong family." I said wiping my tears.

Raegan's pov.

I woke up in a room. Looked like a basement. It was hard to tell, I couldn't see anything. My back ached. I'm assuming that's because of the concrete floor. I heard mumbled voices coming from up the stairs? Suddenly the door opened and light shined down the steps. Four people made they're way down. I got scared and curled my knees to my chest.

"Awe look she's scared." One of them snickered. I just shrivelled scared. I was terrified.

"Okay listen here, tell where Kale is and we'll let you go." Another tried to reason.

"I-I-I d-don't kn-ow.." I stuttered out.

"That's a bunch of bullshit." Someone spat.

"No I'm serious, I don't know, they flew him somewhere, and only they know." I said more confidently as I told them truthfully, because honestly I don't know.

"Ugh he's useless." One sighed. Yup I am pretty useless.

"Why couldn't we take the other one, Jessica or..." One trailed off.

"Justin?" I finished for him.

"Yeah that one, I bet Michael would be pissed." The same one laughed.

"Michael does get mad easily." I joked. I'm trying to ease with them, make them trust me. Then I'll run away.

"I like this kid." One said.

"Okay your Raegan, well I'm Liam, that's Harry, Niall and Louis." Liam said as he gestured to the rest as he spoke.

"Cool, but could you please use male pronouns? I'm transgender." I asked them nicely.

"Oh yeah sorry, Zayn can only see the body your in. And when we took you it look like you were a girl because your binder, it looks like a sports bra. So sorry Raegan." Louis explained.

"Hey guys we gotta problem." Someone called from upstairs.

"Come on Raegan." Harry gestured to follow them, so I did. I walked upstairs, I looked down, now that I could see. I was in my boxers and a half binder. I blushed in embarrassment, I look so fat. I looked back up and saw who I thought I would never see again.

"Ryan?"

Justin's pov.

I tried not to cry for the rest of the day, which was quite hard. All I wanted to do was cuddle with Raegan and that made me more depressed. I was tired. I was training today. Seeing as I'm a second degree black belt in karate. I can kick ass. I asked Danny to teach me so I can hold a gun and do my karate. I'm pretty good at it. I'm very flexible. But now it's eleven and I can't sleep. I'm just so used to laying on Raegan's chest. And now he's gone. He's gone and it's all my fault. I shouldn't of left him on his own. I should've stayed awake. I was sobbing now. I heard my door creak open and my bed dipped down.

"Come here Justin." I heard Danny say and I latched myself onto him. My tears soaked his pyjama shirt. He didn't seem to care, he just rubbed my back.

"Justin you gotta stay strong, remember? I know Raegan wouldn't want to see you so broken with out him. I know it's hard bud but just remember we're gonna kick one directions asses and we'll get him back." Danny said reassuringly. I nodded, I backed away and used the back of my hands to wipe away the tears.

"Now come on, into to bed." Danny said, I crawled back to my pillow and went under the covers. Danny tucked me in and left quietly. I closed my eyes, and was determined to kill one direction and get my baby back.

(A/n: so uhhhhhh that happen, :) *awkwardly smiles* sooooo yeah bye.)