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Chapter eleven.

Raegan's pov.

Me and Michael brought Kale to Jack. He looked at Kale and instantly rushed to his side.

"What happened?" Jack rushed out worried.

"He had a panic attack and fainted." I answered.

"Okay good, I thought Michael killed him." Jack sighed in relief but laughed when Michael glared at him.

"Can you just make him wake up? I got shit I need to tell him." Michael said.

"Sure." Jack agreed. He left the room and came back with a cup of cold water. He threw the water out on Kale. Kale shot up freezing.

"What the hell man?" Kale shouted angrily bringing his arms up to warm himself. He looked around and saw Michael and shrivelled with fear. I looked at Michael and he looked hurt.

"Kale I'm sorry." Michael apologized sincerely.

"That's good." Smiled Kale.

"What?" Michael asked clearly confused.

"That's all I need to hear. I suck at holding grudges. I'm sorry is all it takes for me. And I forgive you." Kale said.

"And I know what I did to Raegan is unexceptional, I'm being punished for it, don't worry my parents would've done the same thing." Kale said still smiling. Michael was taken back, you could see it.

"Well Kale your not being punished anymore." Michael told Kale.

"What? Why?" Kale questioned.

"Because the punishment is unfair. So I decided to just hire maids and chefs. So you guys are off he hook. And Kale you can go back to dating Jack." Michael answered. Kale's eyes lit up like a kid on Christmas.

"What about Trent?" Kale asked to Jack.

"Oh um, he died..." Jack said.

"What? How?" Kale asked so confused.

"Um Danny was practicing his shooting and he randomly aimed and killed Trent." Jack said almost laughing.

"Why is that funny?" Kale questioned.

"Because Trent was purposely trying to get hit so it's his fault, don't feel bad babe. Plus Michael made me date him." Jack answered.

"Seriously Michael?!" Kale rolled his eyes annoyed.

"What?" Michael trying to play innocent.

"Well anyways come here babe." Jack opened his arms to jump in. Kale walked and jumped in them, passionately kissing Jack. Jack almost fell but he was strong.

"Hey don't forget I'm top." Kale winked at Jack, causing Jack to blush madly.

"We didn't need to know that Kale." I said making a grossed out gag face.

"Well now you do..." Kale laughed but stopped and jumped off Jack holding his ribs.

"Hey what's wrong?" Jack wondered.

"Oh when I was down in the basement, I couldn't take off my binder so I think I broke a couple ribs." Kale said rubbing his ribs.

"Awe come here baby, let's get you wrapped up." Jack said pulling him outside to the bathroom. The little nasties.

"Well Kale forgave you, we good?" I asked Michael. He nodded. I yawned, I haven't gotten much sleep lately, I was really worried about Kale.

"Oh hey guys." Justin waved walking in.

"Hey Jay, mind taking Rae upstairs he's kinda tired." Michael asked.

"Oh yeah sure." Justin said grabbing my hand to pull me upstairs. We walked to my room, and Justin pushed me on the bed. Taking of my shirt, then taking off his. He took of my pants and his. I had a binder on while he had already gotten top surgery, so he started taking off my binder. My noticeable chest popped out after he slide my binder over my head. I hid myself with my arms.

"Come on Rae don't hide, your body doesn't define who you are, your mind, heart and soul do." Justin said and leaned in to kiss me. I wanted to kiss him but I couldn't. I turned my head to the side so he kissed my jaw.

"Oh I um, yeah I'll go..." Justin trailed off as he collected his things and left. Now I felt bad. I like Justin. So why didn't I kiss him? I honestly don't know. I just don't think I'm ready to have a committed relationship after how my last one ended. I had this beautiful non binary relationship, but they broke up with me, by killing them self. They left me not because they were unhappy with me, but because they were unhappy with the world, with life. I guess I'm just scared, to have another person leave me. I need to apologize to Justin. I got up slid some sweat pants on and a loose tee and made my way to Justin and Danny's room. Thank god Danny was spending today with Alex (his boyfriend). I knocked on the door. I heard him say come in. I walked over to him and sat next to him on his bed.

"Justin listen I'm sorry, my last relationship I had ended very badly. I'm just scared to get back into one. I like you, I really really like you. Will you please be my boyfriend? Or at least say yes to going on a date with me?" I asked him.

"Well who's to say no to your cute face." He said and booped my nose with his finger.

"Well good." I said and I hugged him, nuzzling my head into his neck. He giggled, I guess it tickles him.

"Haha I love you Rae." And with that Justin leaned over and kissed me.

(A/n: whoops? Jaegan is real, and so is Jale, btw sorry Trent, I actually really love Jack and Trents relationship it's so cute!!! And I know Kale and Elaine -is that how you spell it, i don't know?- welp everyone's in a cute relationship and I'm just here like, I'm so single, oh very single, sing it with me now, S, I, N, G, L, E I'm single! Hahaha date me, hug me, love me, and well fuck me. I did just quote the crush song btw. Haha bye)