IDK These Feelings (A RobertIDK x Reader)

Thirty-Nine

You spent about another hour tirelessly calling and texting Robert, twice as worried now that you watched his video he made on YouTube that told everybody everything that happened to both of you. You then went on Twitter, noticing everybody concerned. Some even trying to DM you and asking you if he was okay. You knew you couldn't respond to that just yet.

Finally, as you looked out the window, you saw a car pull up. Your heart pounded out of your chest as you saw Robert's mom's car pull up to the driveway. But there was still no sign of Robert's car. You knew this wasn't a good sign.

But suddenly, you saw another car pull up about a minute or two later to the front of the house.

It was Robert's car. And Robert was coming out of the car.

Without any hesitation, you raced down the stairs, nearly tripping and falling, and you ran out of the front door and onto the front lawn. Robert didn't even have time to react, you embraced him and sobbed uncontrollably on his shoulder. Moments later, he hugged back.

"You're alright, thank god." You sobbed. "I thought I had lost you."
"I'm so sorry..." he cried back.
"You have nothing to be sorry for." You responded to him.
"A-Are you sure?" Robert asked.

You didn't even say the word, you only nodded assuringly. You were too emotional to say anything else.

Robert wrapped his arm around the back of your shoulder as you two finally walked inside. You both went upstairs and into the recording studio.

"What the hell happened to you?" You asked.
"I was just in a bad state of mind." Robert explained. "I just needed some time to think. More than you, apparently."
"You know how many people saw the video, right?" You asked.
Robert nodded, "I guess they're all worried, huh?"
"Some of them tried to DM me and ask me if you were okay, and I couldn't answer because I was unsure myself." You explained.

Robert stayed silent, surprised at just how many people were really worried about him.

"I guess I should make an apology video or something." Robert said.
"Just make a tweet or something or delete the video." You suggested.
"I can't delete the video, because I'm sure the video is everywhere by now." Robert stated.
"Well, just do something to let them know you're okay." You said.
"Okay, I will." Robert nodded.

You stayed in silence as Robert quickly went on his phone. Within moments, you got a stream of notifications, all from Robert's accounts on Twitter, Tumblr, Instagram, etc. apologizing for the video he posted and for worrying everybody.

You then looked up at Robert, who was almost getting emotional again.

"You okay?" You asked.
"I just feel so stupid for posting that video." Robert asked. "I almost ruined everything and worried you guys."
"You're alright, Robert, that's all that matters." You assured him. "And it's okay to post videos like that, especially when something like that happens."
"Yeah..." Robert agreed. "Let's just hope nothing like that ever happens again."
"Yeah, let's hope not." You agreed.

The two of you both spent the rest of the day together, never leaving each other's side.

But because of all of the emotions that took place and because of all the walking the two of you did in the city, both together and apart from each other, you both grew tired very quickly and early in the night.

You two decided to go to bed earlier than usual. While Robert was in his bedroom, you were in your room, recollecting all of the events that had happened today. It was quite an emotional day, but even after all the craziness that happened. Robert still loved and cared about you, and never wanted to give up on you. Even after you left Robert and walked all the way home, you still loved and cared about him, especially after not knowing where he was the entire day.

Was this going to be a relationship that was going to last a lifetime?

Your thoughts were interrupted by a flash of light outside, followed by a rumble of thunder, which you hated. You knew you weren't going to fall asleep now.

You turned your flashlight on the phone and headed down the hall and down the stairs, where the living room was empty. You quickly went on the couch and turned on the TV and put on Netflix.

Suddenly, as the Netflix logo came across the screen, you noticed somebody standing at the doorway into the living room.

It was Robert.

"You can't sleep either?" Robert asked.
"I hate storms." You responded.
"Same here." He said.

He then sat down on the couch next to you.

"What're you planning on watching?" Robert asked.
"Maybe (Favorite Netflix Series)" You responded.
"Sounds good." He nodded. "Let's watch it."

You pressed play and watched several episodes of the series before you finally felt yourself growing tired, despite all the flashes of lightning you were seeing outside of the window.

You rested your head against Robert's shoulder while he was still watching the show.

And moments later, you fell asleep.

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Shoutout to ShallOnTheOutcast for an idea for part of this chapter!

And sorry for the Author's Note last chapter, I was kind of in a crappy mood. I feel a lot better now! :D

More to come soon!

~JackieR30