Criminal ~ Shoey

Chapter 17 - This is a big deal.

Chapter 17 - This is a big deal. 

* Joey's POV *

"Prove it." I muttered again, my voice cracking slightly. I hated the way I sounded so helpless and desperate. I wasn't in desperate need of sex, I was in desperate need of Shane. I felt so low down and if anyone could lift me back up, It was Shane. I just needed to know this wasn't puppy love or anything. Shane stayed silent, just watching me. I felt like such an idiot for asking! Shane hasn't said anything in other five minutes, He obviously didn't want to lose his virginity to me. Maybe I wasn't the one. Maybe this was all a ploy to get out of the country and find someone new. 

"Joey... It's gonna hurt." He finally said after forever. I had felt tears pricking at my eyes seconds earlier, And I was glad he finally said something so I could get myself in check. "W-what?" I stuttered, as I blinked, trying to clear the unshed tears from my eyes. "Unless you have any...any, uh, lube or protection.. It's gonna hurt." He said, only sounding mildly embarrassed to talk about this. Well... Now I understood why he hadn't said anything. It wasn't because he didn't want to do this with me, or because he was embarrassed or not ready. He was worried about hurting me. My heart swelled at the thought, but it was also racing at the thought of Shane... in me. 

I felt heat rise to my cheeks but to mask it, I shrugged, mumbling "I don't mind." Shane still seemed uneasy, but he didn't refuse. He leaned forward, connecting his lips to mine. I felt a shot of thrill run through my stomach as I shut my eyes and melted into the kiss. Shane pulled away, looking in my eyes. "Are you sure about this?" I barely had time to nod before he slammed his lips into mine. Maybe I wasn't the only one who needed this. 

He pushed my shoulders so I was lying down, and, never breaking the kiss, he straddled my hips so I was locked in place. He ran his fingers up my cheeks until they found my hairline. Trailing his tongue along my bottom lip, He tangled his fingers in my hair as my fingers traveled up the back of his shirt. Smirking slightly against his lips, I refused him access which made him emit a frustrated moan. I let my fingernails trail down his back in teasing strokes as I parted my lips slightly and let his tongue slither into my mouth. Taking complete advantage of my vulnerable position, he pressed his hips into my lower abdomen, making my already too tight pants even more uncomfortable. I moaned low in my throat as our tongues danced and fought for dominance, as I ran my fingers up and down his back, continuing my rhythmic pattern. 

He pulled out of the kiss, gasping for air, to lift up my shirt. Once I was rid of that article of clothing, I let his eyes swim over my bare torso as his hands began roaming over my chest. His fingers grazed my hips last, right above my pant's hem, making me bite my lip to hold in a tormented moan. Using my elbows to prop myself up, I tugged at the hem of his shirt, letting him know I wanted it off. He obliged, quicker than I thought he would, as he let my hands voyage over his skin. He quickly connected his lips back to mine, almost self consciously, as our hips grinded together. I scoot back on the bed, with him following, our lips never leaving each other. As soon as my head hit the pillow, I felt Shane's hand fumble for my jean's button. 

Once he successfully unbuttoned as well as unzipped my pants, he began to pull them down, only stopping when he reached my ankles. I kicked them off, hearing them land on a heap in the floor, then repeated the procedure he used on my pants, on his. Shane bit my lower lip and began to tug on it, his fingers grazing over my hardened nipples. I moaned softly as Shane sucked on my bottom lip, his free hand cupping my crotch. "S-Shane," I stuttered out, though it sounded like I was begging. I didn't mind, as long as he put me out of my misery. He stopped all his teasing, his fingers lifting up the elastic of my boxers to pull them down. Once they were off, I moved on to remove his. I was going to tease him but I decided I was tired of playing. He out of the kiss, panting.

"Joey... It's gonna h--" He started but I cut him off. "I know it's gonna hurt, Just please, Shane, please!"  He thrusted into me, and all I felt was a dull sting. It hurt, but I knew it wouldn't last. He started pumping into me, which really hurt, but he started to shower light kisses down my neck to take away from the sting. I bucked my hips, which resulted in them grinding against his, as we moaned in unison. The pain slowly turned to pleasure, and I found my hips moving in time with his as his lips found mine again. "F-f-, Shane.." I muttered against his lips, my hands tangling in his hair. He pushed in deeper, which caused me to tense up, resulting in me clenching around Shane; making us release at the same time. He slowly pulled out of me, leaving me with a dull tingle as a reminder, as he pulled out of our kiss to look at me. Our eyes met and he said, "I love you, Joey." 

"I love you, too." I smiled slightly as our lips met again. He pulled away to murmur, "I hope I proved it." He then winked at me cheekily, making me chuckle, before he pressed his lips to mine again.

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who else particularly liked this chapter over all the other ones?;D just kidding... ^~^ sorry it took me years to update, aka two days. Regardless, I apologize. ;-; 

Thanks for Reading & Voting; May the odds be ever in your favor, gooodbye! cx 

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