TIAOM: untold secrets (gxg)

chapter 6 : in between

Tina had an interview about her new show..
"Happiness".
The spotlight was on her....
And every person in that room..just wanted to ask her..talking about the reporters..

TINA'S POV

here i go again..
Its like my last day if i answered all their questions wrong..
i will tell them lies again..
Maybe ..when i was still a kid..my parents want me to be honest..
But now..that im old enough..they want me to lie..for the sake of my career..

Air was there..
Watching me on the hotseat..
She was really blooming..and in her eyes..she was expecting me to tell the truth of whats going on between us..

Reporter: tina..you seemed so inspired..
Your eyes were glowing..and your smiles..really says that it has deeper meaning behind it..
Can you tell us now..if..tina jittaleela is inlove?

Tina: ( smile )
Im always inlove..

Reporter : wow
So..with whom tina?..

Tina: hmmm.. well.. im inlove with my fans ..since  the start..of my career..fans was always been there..they never stop supporting..though in the dark part of my career..they keep motivating me..to be strong..so..i guess..they deserve my love..

Reporter: fans will never leave you..
Nice answer for that..
But tina..we had this from a source..that you are dating someone...who is this girl?..her name is air...

Tina: aha..ahmm..actually.. maybe it was a friendly date..hehe

Reporter: but you seemed so close to her..

Tina: air is my friend..my very close friend

After that interview..air wasnt talking to me already ..
Until we got inside the car..though many paparazzi all around..all i was concern that time was her..

Tina: sorry..

Air; how long will you introduced me as a friend tina?

Tina: air..please understand my situation..

Air: i am tina..but how about me?

tina: thats why im saying sorry..

Air: whats wrong of telling them that you are courting me,?..
You know what...maybe im right of not accepting you...cause itll be more worst for me...

After air gets home..i keep on driving..until i stop in high class condominium..ive been there a lot of time..
Whenever i visit aom..
I wanted to drop by..and just checked on her..
I almost open the car..but i totally change my.mind..

I found myself..
Drinking alone...staring at nowhere..someone tapped me..

Airsajo: are you not gonna offer me some?

Tina: nahhh..you cant have it ..its not good for you..

Airsajo: and also for you..
But i cant stop you now...you look so stressed..are you ok?

I shook my head..

Tina: seems like im in a middle of two big rocks..in between of the present and the truth..

Airsajo: that was a little deep..can you explain it?

Tina: my present was almost perfect
.im one step closer to my dreams...im so popular..and specially..i have a person who is willing to love me more than i do..i.must be happy..
But why is it..im not??...
The truth keeps on haunting me..

Airsajo: what is that truth ?
Is there something you want to tell.me
.??

I didnt able to say anything..i just grab my sister..and hug her..and my tears fell down slowly..