TIAOM: untold secrets (gxg)

chapter 36 : flashback ( confession )

TINA's POV

I was in doubt if im going to call aom after that wrong sent message ...
I dont know how to approach her..what im going to say..or what would be her reaction

But i ended up pressing the call botton.

She answered it after a few ring..
But didnt say anything..i can just hear her breathe from the other side..

Tina; are you there?

Aom: hmm

Tina: youre still awake?

Aom: yes

Tina; its already late..

She didnt respond

Tina; about that message i sent to you mistakenly...

Aom: you didnt mean that right?

Again..im thinking of what im going to answer

Tina; i mean that aom.

Aom: did you know that if you sent it to her..she'll get mad at you..

Tina; she is mad already..and it was her right to know that truth...

Aom: you must pleased her instead of texting her that way..

Tina: why you are so concerned of her..?.i called..because  i need your reaction..

She didnt say anything again

Tina: aom..

aom: what reaction do you want??

Tina: are you happy??

Aom: no

Tina; why??

Aom: youll going to hurt your girlfriend

Tina: she broke up with me..she want me to figure out what i really feel..
And thats what i feel aom..im still inlove with you..
Even if i didnt see you for almost 6 months..i pretended i already get over from you..but the reality slaps me the time i saw you again..
How i wanted to hug you..to tell you i miss you..but i cant ! Cause im ..cause im..

My tears fell down..

Tina; cause.im with somebody.else.

Aom: you think you are only one who feel that way tina??..
Im in my worst part everytime i see you with knoon..
But i cant do anything cause you look so happy with her..what can.i do??

Tina: aom

I heard her crying ..

Tina; im sorry to make you cry...
But if i didnt confess to you tonight..i might missed another chance again...
I love you aom..i always love you...
And i miss you so bad...

I wasnt waiting for her to say anything..but she did..

Aom: i miss you too tina...

I wanted to jumped from my bed..i.cant explain what i felt when i heard it...

Aom; theres a right time for us...
But you have to fixed everything first between you and.knoon...

Tina: i will...

Aom; im going to sleep now tina..

Tina: ok..but dont end this call..please..

I dont know if she's still awake..but i love listening while she was breathing..

AOM's POV

I woke up..still holding my phone..

When i unlocked it..
There was a text message from tina.

Tina; good morning..
Reality again..
But stay with me...like what we did last night..:) take care

I felt my eyes..it was swollen..i just remembered..i cried so hard last night while listening to her..

Aom; oh no..what im going to do now? I cant skip my class..im going to missed my exam..you nuts! Tina..

And cover my face..

My mom noticed it while im eating my breakfast..but i just said...i watched a movie last night..and it was really heartbreaking..so i cried.hope she believe me..

Im already at the school campus..
Walking with my friends..when the mass department ask me to go to the registrar..

And one of our head staff took a bouquet and gave to me..

H.staff; just sign her..

My friends was teasing me..and i cant stop myself from smiling..still guessing ..where this bouquet came.from..

There was a note on it..so i read what was written on it..

" willing to wait for that right time to be with you "