TIAOM: untold secrets (gxg)

chapter 61 ( present day)

Tina's POV

im now driving, going to this place i didnt expect that i will visit again..
my sisters words keeps on playing into my mind..
"why stop yourself if thats what you really feel, if want to know what she feel about you right now, you must ask her personally"

i stopped infront of Aom's condominium..
i dont know what was waiting for me there. but still hoping we will be able to talk..i just want to hear it from her.

i was about to enter the building when i saw her leaving the place. she was just wearing a big hoodie and shorts..and wearing a cap .
she was cute with that.
she saw me , and we were looking at each other for almost a minute.
before she walk towards me.

aom: tina

i wanted to cry. my heart wants to cry out, but i manage to control my feeling

aom: how are you?

tina: im fine, how about you?

aom: hmm im good , why are you here? are you visiting someone ?

tina : yes

aom; oh, ok then, ill go ahead . its nice to see you again tina 🙂

tina; im here to see you!

she slowly turned back
and face me

tina: im here to talk to you..

she didnt refused when i ask her to have coffee with me.

tina; ( clear throat)
so...
its been a year or two ,
when was the last time we talk?

aom: i cant remember

tina: you cant remember what? our last talk or me?

aom; tina..is this what you want us to talk about?

tina; you already moved on right?

i cant stopped myself this time..
i dont know what was going on with me

aom; tina , lets stop talking about this things ,

tina: why?

aom; because its nonsense

tina; nonsense? you left me..

aom: it was the right thing to do

tina: is loving me a mistake to you?

aom: stop it

tina; why cant you answer me..? is everything we had means nothing to you? did you even think about me.

aom: if you wont stop , ill leave

tina: again?

aom: ok, im leaving.

she stood up and walk out..i followed her

she was walking so fast like she was so afraid of me ..i just stop following her when my sister called me .

i felt that i just made everything worst for us..i should've done that.

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Aom's POV

i cant stop crying while looking at our old pictures , and remembering what tina just said to me earlier,

"is everything we had means nothing to you? did you even think about me."

there' s no single moment i forgot about her,
in my heart there's always this " what if's" what if i didnt leave her? what if i stayed with her? what if im still with her ?
but i know whatever happened ..i cant revised it already.
and i know i did the right thing.
seeing tina right now. i dont have to regret anything.

but why does it hurt?why?

(phone ring)

it was mike

mike: hey i was calling you many times

aom: im not feeling well mike , can we just talk tomorrow? goodnight

after mike, i recieve another call..it was from my manager . she told me that i was invited to a  chinese new year celabration to be held here in thailand..and what surprise me..i wasnt alone..tina will be there too