TIAOM: untold secrets (gxg)

chapter 42 : flashback ( back hug )

AOM's pov

It was the last night of tina's stay in chantaburi..
Cause the next day ..she would have to go back to nan province for her next scene..
And me and the rest would stay there until we finished the scenes left..

After were done with our last scene ..we had dinner with all the crew's and directors ..

Puey: hmm..we will missed you again tina..

Tina; me too..hehe..

Puey; no one will tease aom again here.

Tina; you can do it for me.puey..

And they both laugh..like it was so funny..i continue eating..

Puey: hey..tina..dont try to find somebody else there in nan..you know..they say..pretty can be found there..
haha

Tina; really? I didnt find one..ill try to roam around the province maybe..

That jerk...so playgirl

Tina; but im afraid..even if i go all around nan..i couldnt find someone who's beautiful as this girl who is sitting beside me..

They all started teasing me...they found it sweet.but im not..

Aom; can you please stop talking and just eat..?

she laugh again..but then continue with her food..she really like lobsters...

After the dinner..we had played a game..

Puey: ok..if this head of the bottle would point on you..you have to show your talent ..sing or dance or whatever..
Game??

All: yeah..

The first one who was pointed was tavee..she dance...
Next is puey..he do some drama which made our stomach aching because of so much laughter..

Then tina...she was sitting beside me..
She choose to sing..

Tina : it's her hair and her eyes today 
that just simply take me away 
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love 
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared 
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say 
coz i love her with all that i am 
and my voice shakes along with my hands 
coz she’s all that I see and she’s all that I need
and i'm out of my league once again 

The whole she was singing..she was looking at me..then the others was looking at her...

Puey: next
...there you go..the girl who's tina was talking to..aom..i know your talent..

Aom; really??

Puey: yah..your talent is to hide your feelings...haha

Aom: funny..

Tavee: tina did sing..you have to dance aom..

Aom; no..no..im just gonna sing..

Puey: ok..for tina..

Aom; this is all for you guys..not just for tina...

I was about to sing when her phone ring..knoon calling..she rejected..but then knoon called again..

Aom: maybe its important..answer it..

She stared at me...
I looked away..pretend that i dont care..

I saw her walk away ..holding her phone...

Puey: hey?? Tina?

Aom: just let tina..
Her girlfriend was calling her..

Puey: ouch...

Aom: im gonna sing now..

I finished my song..but still tina didnt cameback.she enjoyed talking to knoon maybe..
I said an excuse so i can go to the cottage..i dont know how long i could handle the pain inside..so its better to hide it below my blanket..

After almost an hour..i felt tina came in..
She lay down..
I pretended that i was sleeping..

Tina; aom...

I didnt answered

Tina; i know your still awake..
Can you sing for me ??.i wasnt there when you sing for them

What she think of herself..
VIP??

Tina; aom..i wanted to hear your voice before i went to sleep

Aom; no need

Tina: why??

Aom: i think knoon's voice is better than mine..
The love of your life..

Tina; the love of my life is lying beside me right now..

i didnt speak..
It took a while before she speak again..but this time..she hugged me from my back..

aom: what do you think your doing??

I tried taking away her arms from hugging me..but she hug me more tighter..

Tina: just let me hug you...im going back to nan tomorrow..im gonna miss this..im.gonna missed you..please dont get mad at me..im sorry i need to answer knoon's call..so that she would stop bothering me...
But all the time i was talking to her..my mind and my heart was in you..

I couldnt explain..but my tears was continously falling from my eyes...