TIAOM: untold secrets (gxg)

chapter 63 ( i want you back)

Tina's POV

Its been 2 years , but i still cant forget Aom.
She is still my weakness.
I tried not to contact her even though i wanted it so bad.
She sends me email and messages on my social media accounts but i couldnt open it.
Cause i now..if i do..i cant stop myself of getting back to her.
I even dont know if she has already a boyfriend..mike or peter . She's working with them. And they are pretty like a handsome guys who really fits her.
How can i even win with those types.

I let her..i just let her..and i will let her be with someone else..because i know to myself. She wouldnt be happy being with me again..

Months passed by,
And i didnt get any chance to see her again.
But i was updated of her getting famous . Having 2 to 3 movies within a year.
Im so happy for her. This is her dream .
Many of her movie became successful.
And seeing her making it..it makes me proud.

It was my parents 2nd death anniversary.
It been a long time since they passed away . But i still couldnt believe it did happened.
It feels like its still fresh in my mind.
And the pain of losing both my parents will stay with me forever..i missed them so much.

Many of my friends came and one that i didnt expect was Aom.

Aom: how are you tina? Sorry i keep asking that all the time.

Tina: its fine.. im doing fine.

Aom: can i hug you?

I didnt said yes but she grab me and hug me tightly.
I didnt able to stopped myself from crying. I cried as hard as i could. Just letting it out.

Aom: its ok.. its ok to cry. Just let it go tina

Tina: you know how hard it is to lost both your parents.
And wasnt able to say goodbye to them😞

Aom: God has a plan tina.

Tina: and now i also lost you..

Aom: no you didnt tina, im still here..

Tina: im thinking..maybe i deserve this..maybe i do..i deserve to be alone

Aom: no you dont... You deserve to be loved..

Tina: then why did you leave me aom? Why?

Aom: tina , you already knew why tina..

Tina: why didnt you choose me?

Aom: i choose what will make you better.

Tina: ( speechless)

Aom; tina im just here, i never changed , we just ended up our relationship but not our friendship.

Tina: i want you back

Aom: tina

Tina: please aom..

Aom; tina i cant

Tina; why? Why you cant?

Aom: cause its not possible already,
It really just cant , im so sorry

Tina: why cant you just tell me that you dont love me

Aom; i do tina..i always do..but i cant ..cause im already with someone.