De Todas Las Cosas Buenas: Usnavi X Mexican-American!Reader

°°Twenty-Three°°

Author's Note-- MATURE THEMES ahead. If you feel uncomfortable reading about ADULT SUBJECTS then please, DO NOT continue to read this chapter. For those who chose to continue, enjoy.
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       I felt my back hit the cold, hard wall—Usnavi subconsciously pressed himself onto my body. His fingers fidgeted with the short stubble on his cheeks, trailing from the stubble to the beard he had grown. "Solo en tu boca yo quiero acabar todos esos besos que te quiero dar." [Only in your mouth is where I want to end all of the kisses I want to give you.] His lips ghosted over mine. "A mí no me importa que duermas con él porque sé que sueñas con poderme ver. Mujer, qué vas a hacer—decídete pa' ver si te quedas o te vas. Sino, no me busques más." [Only in your mouth is where I want to end all of the kisses I want to give you. I don't find it important if you sleep with him, because I know you dream about seeing me again. Woman, what will you do—decide so I can see if you'll stay or if you'll go. If not, don't look for me anymore]

       Usnavi gripped my arms, pinning them against the wall behind me. "Si te vas yo también me voy—Si me das yo también te doy mi amor. Bailamos hasta las diez; hasta que duelan los pies." [If you leave, I'll leave too—if you give, I'll also give you my love. We'll dance till the clock hits ten; until our feet are aching]

       He began to leave trails of sloppy kisses on my collarbone: his obviously favorite part of my neck/chest area. I fragilely attempted to push him away, but his actions made frailty run through my body. "U-Usnavi, you're drunk. I-I can't take advantage of this and you know th-tha-ha-t."

       "I sobered up a long time ago." He mumbled against my skin. "Y conmigo te duelen los pies. At least, they will after this." [And with me your feet ache] Usnavi's mouth created a vacuum of sorts, sucking in a certain spot of my neck—one that made an inadvertent sound escape my lips. "Solo con un beso yo te haría acabar ese sufrimiento qué te hace llorar." [Only with one kiss I could chase away all of that suffering that makes you cry all day] He unzipped my tight dress, sliding it off my body. "A mí no me importa qué vivas con él porque sé que mueres con poderme ver. Mujer, qué vas a hacer—Decídete pa' ver si te quedas o te vas. Sino, no me busques más." [I don't find it important if you live with him, because I know that you ache to see me again. Woman, what will you do—decide so I can see if you'll stay or if you'll go. If not, don't look for me anymore] His shirt came off; along with his trousers. "Si te vas yo también me voy—si me das yo también te doy mi amor. Bailamos hasta las diez; hasta que duelan los pies." [If you leave, I'll leave too—if you give, I'll also give you my love. We'll dance till the clock hits ten; until our feet are aching]

       Usnavi's lips attacked mine for the first time tonight, the sweet taste on them and lingering coffee scent relaxing my nerves. His hands removed the rest of his clothing; my clothing disappeared as well. We moved across his entire apartment—luckily Sonny was with Benny and Nina for some reason, and he wouldn't be returning until tomorrow (news travels fast in el barrio). The man in front of me laid me on the bed, planting his lips on mine once more. His fingers trailed from my shoulders down to my hipbones—if Usnavi was courageous when I made him jealous the first time, I can't imagine how he'll act this time. "Quién es el que te quita el frío? Te vas conmigo, rumbeamos." [Who's the one that keeps you warm? Leave with me, we'll be happy] He muttered between pecks that were spread all across my chest and jaw. His soft lips felt like butterflies against my sensitive skin. "Your heart would never be happy with him. Pero conmigo rompe la carretera." [But with me it breaks the road]

       He soon crawled on top of me, our nude bodies exposed to each other's eyes. Usnavi pushed his erect muscle into me—I bit my lip. The experience isn't very new, but it does indeed burn. The Dominican noticed the pain I was in and caressed the side of my face, kissing my forehead. "Hey, anything you want to scream or yell, sácalo pa' fuera." [Get it out] "Si te vas yo también me voy—si me das yo también te doy mi amor. Bailamos hasta las diez; hasta que duelan los pies." [If you leave, I'll leave too—if you give, I'll also give you my love. We'll dance till the clock hits ten; until our feet are aching] His hips began to roll ever so slowly, the friction between us feeling slightly pleasurable. The short movement gradually increased to a normal pace—more noises formed in my voice box. I pulled Usnavi's face closer to mine, pressing my lips against his as he thrusted into me.

       I'm surprised he pushed away his bashfulness and finally made the first move. Sure, it's a big move—I mean, we're (as F/N put it) fucking—but it's a move, nonetheless. I felt a tightening sensation appear in my lower abdomen, my body temperature rising while Usnavi's chest glistened with a thin layer of sweat.

       He continued to push his penetrating body part into me until I released a warm liquid and he rid himself of a scorching substance. "Solo con un beso," [Only with one kiss] Usnavi planted a tired yet loving kiss to my lips, "Yo quiero acabar ese sufrimiento qué te hace llorar." [I want to end all of the suffering that makes you cry all day]