A Daughter To Love.. (Amanda Mealing/Casualty Fanfiction)

Going Crazy...

(Mia's P.O.V)
I'd reached back home and I sat there for a while.. thoughts running through my head. Wondering how I was going to take this test with mum and dad in the house. They'd ask me 20 questions and I couldn't deal with that. I know they cared a lot. I know they did.. but I had to deal with this myself and Seth was worried about me too.

Babe.. you didn't text me. I'm worried about you... please please text me back💖 S xxxx

I looked at the text in horror. I wouldn't be able to text him if I found out I was having his baby. I was scared. Frightened. Terrified. Mum and dad would want to know everything and all I'd be thinking about is how I was going to cope. I saw my brothers go back into the house. A tear dropped down my face.

(Milo's P.O.V)
"Hey mum. Dad. We're back." Dad came over and hugged us. "Hi my darlings. How was the camp thing?" We nodded.  "It was good. Is Mia around?" They asked. "She's at Seth's. Hopefully.. she'll be back. We then went to sit in the living room and we heard the front door. "Mia? Darling?" No response. We then went into the hallway and saw her go upstairs.
"Young lady! Downstairs NOW!" She shut the bathroom door and me and Richard went in the kitchen... waiting... we finally heard the bathroom door open. I stood up and prepared myself. She came in and stood there. "Care to explain why you ignored us earlier?" She didn't give us eye contact. She walked straight over to the kitchen table... "I'd like to be left alone please. That's all I ask. If you don't leave me alone for one minute.. I swear I'll go upstairs, pack a bag and I'll run away again and I'll never come back." I looked at Richard.. tears filling in my eyes. "Babe.. if she's really saying this... something must be wrong."

"Why don't you go and speak to her?" Richard said. I stood beside him. He looked at me with concern written all his face.

"But she wants space, I don't want to upset her anymore then she is." I said to Richard.

"Maybe she just needs to talk to you and not both of us?" Richard suggested. I looked at him and weakly smiled.

"Okay I will go and see her. I said, then went and knocked on the door.

"Mia baby?" I stood near the living room door. Trying to get her to say something...

"Go away!" Mia cried and I stood there with tears in my eyes.

"What's going on baby?" Amanda asked softly.

"I don't know what to do mum!" Mia cried... her tears piercing my heart..

"What do you mean sweetheart?" Amanda replied.

"You promise you won't be angry?" Mia said. She opened the door and I sat down. I couldn't be angry at her. I had to be there for her. 

"Of course not!" Amanda replied. She  got up and shut the door. She then got the box out of the bag and opened the box and got the stick... oh no.  She then passed it to me. And all I did was hug her.

"Oh sweetheart is this what you were upset about?" And Mia just nodded.

"Oh sweetheart come here!" I said softly and she opened her arms to her  and she fell into my arms.

"Everything is going to be fine I promise. Me, your dad and the boys are all here to support you all the way, have you told Seth yet?" She looked at me and shrugged her shoulders. "Why tell him? He'll just leave me. And I'll have to deal with everything on my own! LIKE ALWAYS!" She exploded and opened the door and slammed it. Leaving me helpless... I opened the door and tried to go after her but she'd already gone...

"Oh darling!" I shouted after her. This is why she was threatening to run away.. I looked at the stick. Positive. She was pregnant... and scared.

(Mia's P.O.V)
I couldn't deal with this... me pregnant? Me bringing up Seth's kid? What if I wanted to run? What if I wasn't fit to be a mum?