February 20th, 2017

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Aaa I forgot to update yesterday! And yes, I know it's the day after, but shhh, let's pretend it's yesterday lol

So I had a tail shift, I could feel it bumping against my legs and swaying and streaming behind me as I walked. When I sat down I just swept it aside so the tip of the fluffy tail just brushed my knee. It was awesome! I could also see it in my mind's eye, the gorgeous plumy shape and dark brown colouring.

I have a lot of reason now to believe I am a Ragdoll, but I need to do a tad more research...!

Another thing... I think I may be a polytherian. A polytherian is someone who has more than one theriotype. My questioning theriotypes are the grey wolf and white-tailed deer.

Yes, I know... the wolf is a very common theriotype. That's why I'm so skeptical. Yet, it feels so right. You know why? Well, lots of therians showcase their behaviour more strongly when they're younger, including myself. When I was younger, I acted exactly like a cat and truly believed I was one. The same went for wolves. I would growl, snarl, snap, and howl, and act exactly like a wolf. I would tear into meat for dinner hungrily like a real wolf. I need to do more research on that one, though.

Why the white-tailed deer? Well, I seem a lot like them. I'm not very athletic but I love the water, and I am very shy and skittish. I also feel like I've had deer ear and tail phantom shifts before. But I need to do more research on that one!

So yeah, that's all I have to report. I'll update later for today. See ya!

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