We're Not Speaking The Same Language. - Min Yoongi-

You Calm Me.

So I've officially decided that Saorsa and Yoongi's relationship song will be Beyonce's "Smash into you", because it fits perfectly in my opinion. I feel like they have a love so strong that sometimes the passion is too much, but they have an underlying understanding of each other. If you'd like to listen to the song it'll be linked with lyrics 😊

I made sure I hugged each individual member and lastly Yoongi. I didn't want to let go. I couldn't, especially after last night. "I have to go." He whispered. I sighed freeing him from my embrace. "Please make sure you call if you need anything or just in general okay." He says. I just nodded. "Ah come here." He groaned hugging me one last time. He kneeled down to pick up Kae. "It'll just be a couple days but I'll miss you so much Kaelan." He kissed him all over his face before lying him back down on his pad. I smiled bittersweetly. Pulled him in for one more kiss. "Text me when you guys are leaving please." I said. "I will. I promise." Namjoon approached. "We have to go." He said as he patted my back. "Bye guys." I waved. "I love you!" Suga called causing the boys to burst out laughing and tease him. "I love you too" I yelled back. He wasn't fazed by their immature ways and not was Jin or Namjoon.

...T H R E E W E E K S L A T E R

My move had been delayed due to me dealing with Kaelan's birth records and whether he's a born citizen there or not. Which is ridiculous, but it should be out of the way soon. It's been a week since I've spoken with his dad. He's really busy there. It was worrying me. I hope he's not too stressed. I hope he's sleeping well. A lot of people know that Yoongi loves to sleep. What they don't know is that he doesn't really sleep much at night time. He sleeps during the day when he gets a chance and only sleeps 3+ hours if he can. I always worry about his sleep schedule. I saw on their Twitter that they'd be having a live broadcast soon so I decided to watch it.

I came in mid way and the focus appeared to be on music and the basics, BTS being the dorks that they are. Suga was mostly quiet. So I wasn't paying much attention to be honest.
The MC for the broadcast seemed to get way more personal out of nowhere. How do you go from asking about ideal types and hand size to, asking about personal things, life, family and the topic no one outside of Bangtan had the nerve to ask about; Suga's child. Min Kaelan, my little King. I heard the word "aegi" I immediately recognized it as, baby something I was hearing so often. I quickly turned my attention to the live streaming of the interview. There were only 4 of 7 members on the show that day. Including Suga, Rap Monster, Jin and V. The others were preparing for dance solos they had coming up in a day or two. "BTS has been more successful than ever this past year, despite your member Suga's mishap. I'm sure there are many emotions evolved from all this. Suga, you've officially come out about the scandals, could you make a more elaborate and detailed statement on what's happened with you in the past year?" Everyone seemed surprised, but waited for Suga's response. Hell I was waiting too. This woman just called our child a mishap, he better go in. I mean my pregnancy was an accident, but our son was the best mistake I've ever made. Suga's face showed he was feeling how I was feeling. "I'm going sorry, mishap?" he asked to be sure of her words. She didn't get a chance to respond. "Don't call my son a mishap, thank you." he clicked his microphone off and gently sat it back down.