We're Not Speaking The Same Language. - Min Yoongi-

Lost Ones.

I STRONGLY SUGGEST THAT YOU LISTEN TO: J Cole "lost ones"

I approach the table. Yoongi had already noticed me the moment I walked in. He just pretended not to. Namjoon looked up and smiled, tapping Yoongi. "Hey," he smiled, and turned to the boys. "Who this?" Asked the adorable looking one, attempting to speak English. It was cute. "Guys this is Saorsa. Saorsa, this is V, that's Jin, Jimin, Jungkook and Jhope. You already know Suga." He says. They all (but Suga) say "hello" in unison. I nodded and smiled awkwardly. "Suga.." Rapmon says, staring at him intently. "Oh." He slid over, making room for me to fit in the booth. Rapmon looked annoyed by him. "Sorry about the way he's acting. He's just kind of standoffish. If you want for us to talk alone, after everyone's done eating that'd be fine." He said. I nodded. "Oh yeah. That's alright. Thanks for having me." I replied. "No problem. Would you like anything to eat?" He said. Everyone had already ordered, and my stomach was already bothering me. "No thanks. I'm not feeling too well." I said. He nodded and soon after they all began to engage in conversation as they were before I was there. V, tried his best to converse with me and I found it so adorable that he still managed to be social in situations like these. Other than that stubborn Suga. Everyone was talking about something I didn't understand, so I just took out my phone and went to color switch on my phone. I was doing well and was at the trickiest part and of course failed. Just as I lost Yoongi gasped from over my shoulder. He had been watching the entire time like I didn't notice. I giggled as he quickly looked away. I put my phone away and began talking to V again. "You- How old are you?" He asked. "Im 18." I replied. Suga looked at me seeming surprised. "18?" He finally spoke to me. I nod. He chuckled and said something to Rapmon. Rapmon looked as though he didn't want to laugh and just shook his head. I roll my eyes. Yoongi turned back to me, and completely surprised me. He took food from his plate and held it in front of me. "Try." He demanded. "I'm not hung-" "You should eat." He says. I felt really awkward, because for some reason Jungkook and V just wouldn't stop watching us interact. I sigh and tried the food, not even knowing what it was. It was delicious. "Good." I say putting a thumbs up. He nodded. "More?" He says, not even allowing me to answer before he proceeds to bring the food to my mouth. I laughed after chewing it up. "That's fine now." I said. "You're welcome." He said. I rolled my eyes. "Thank you." I said. "Here more-" "Stop." Rapmon says, laughing. Suga giggles and moments later he became his antisocial self. Here and there he'd jump into a conversation I'd be having with one of the others, but for the most part he was quiet. After about 45 minutes everyone had finished eating and were just talking. Rapmon explained to them that they'd meet up later, because the 3 of us were going to discuss somethings.
They said their goodbyes and then left. Once it was just us, I didn't really know what to say. Suga turned to Namjoon and asked him to translate something. "He wants to know what it's about." He said. I nod slowly, not sure on where to start. "Um..I've been- I wanted to let him know that.." I stared at the floor. Tracing 8 patterns on the table. I looked back at Suga, then Rapmon. "I've never been with anyone ever. Only him, only that one time. I'm telling you this, because I don't want you to think that there's like anyone else that could've gotten me-" I paused. "I'm pregnant. I'm 3 months pregnant and I'm..Im scared." I admit,

I avoided eye contact for a few seconds, but looked at him when he wasn't replying. He looked so surprised and began shaking his head. The clueless Suga, watched us and looked really curious.

"What is she saying? What's wrong?" He says to Namjoon, of course I couldn't tell what they were saying. "You got her pregnant?!" Rapmon says.

"What?! No! Is that what she said?" He seemed panicky. "Yes and you're the only one she's been with." "How do you know that?" "That's what she said." Rapmon replied. "I don't know that. We don't know that." He said. "I'm sure you could tell if she were a virgin, or not." Rapmon. "Yeah, but..this can not be happening." Suga put a hand over his forehead in a way to relieve stress. "No. No, this can't happen now. Is she sure?" He said. Rapmon looked at me. "Are you sure?" He said. "Sure of what?" I scoffed. "Do you know for sure that you're pregnant?" I went into my wallet, unfolding the photographed ultrasound. Yoongi stared at it for a while, before actually picking it up. He stared at it for a while. Finally, he turns to Rapmon. "How far long did she say she was?" He asks. "Three months." Rapmon responds. "Then it's not too late to have an abortion." He said. "Woah! What?" Namjoon looked overly surprised. "An abortion." Suga replies. Namjoon was quiet. "Tell her that I want her to have an abortion. I'll pay for it." He says, still staring at the image. Rapmon looked at me, then slowly back to Suga. "I can't tell her that.." He says. "Just tell her." He said. "You tell her yourself." Rapmon said. "I would if I could, but I can't so just tell her. I'm not going to let this ruin our careers. I don't know her, she doesn't know me. We don't even speak the same language. It'd be best for the baby and us. She'll be ruining her own career too." He said. I wanted to know so badly what was going on. "..But you did it." Namjoon says. "And I'm going to end it before it's too late. I can go with her to a clinic if she wants.." He replied. Namjoon looked disgusted which wasn't a good sign. "You're going to make a female kill her child?" "So my life no longer matters then? I have to let everything I've been working for go, because she's deciding to keep a kid that I never planned on having? What about me?" "You weren't thinking of that when you made it happen." Rapmon said. "No I wasn't, but I was also drunk." Rapmon rolled his eyes. He then turned to me as if he felt bad for me. "You don't want to keep it do you?" He said. Why the hell would he ask me that? "Of course." I replied. He looked down as if he felt ashamed of what he was about to say. It concerned me.
"He wants you to get an abortion."
The word ABORTION just hung in the air. Yoongi looked at me and I could tell that he felt uneasy about it, like he was for sure that this was what he wanted, but still unsure at the same time. Like he might regret saying it. I wasn't even aware that I was crying.
"I'm sorry." He said.

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