"I can't believe this... Kyle how are you just going to let her go making these kinds of decisions? I'm in L.A for two weeks and you're going to Korea!?" Kehlani shouts once I broke the news to her. The other customers at the cafe looked at us oddly. "It's her life. I can't stop her." Kyle says turning to look at me with a weary smile. "You gotta understand – I just want Kae to have his dad in his life and I want to be able to see him too." I replied. "So he comes back after what? Eight months. He dicks you down and now you going back with him?" She twirls her rose chain in her hand. I laughed. "There's more to it." I look off into space not realizing I had a small smile on my face. "She's dick blinded." Kyle says in conclusion. Thankfully he was next to me so I could hit him.
"Let's go." Kehlani says as she untied her jacket from around the chair she was seated in. "Where?" I asked. "There's a fair downtown. We can go clubbing tonight too. I just wanna do something with you before I go to Chicago next week." She says as she put her jacket on. Kyle was all for it. "I can't. I have to pick Kaelan up from daycare. Only reason why I'm out now was to stop by TD (record label) to talk music." I said. "Can't you have your mom pick him up and have him for a couple hours?" I hated asking people to watch my son, even my family. The more I was away from him the more I missed him. That's my baby. "Man you barely get out. It wouldn't hurt." Kyle spoke up. "...Fine, fine." I whipped out my phone to call my mom.
{Yoongi}
I called Sao for the third time tonight but she wouldn't pick up. We had a scheduled FaceTime and she ditched me. I groaned annoyed. I had to be on stage in 8 minutes. What could she be up to? Was she asleep. Yeah probably. She has a lot on her hands, she should rest. I opened my snapchat app and saw that she posted an hour ago.
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"Is that Kehlani with Sao? I didn't know she knew her...she should tell her about me." I rolled my eyes at Namjoon. "Stop looking in my phone." I muttered. Why was I irritated? I shouldn't be mad that she's having a good time...she's human, but I couldn't help but wonder where my son was. I'm sure he's safe with his grandmother or something. The next snap appears with Kehlani kissing on Saorsa's cheek. "Babe you're so beautiful!" The short haired woman says to her. "Keh stop" she forced out in a fit of giggles. I watched feeling kind of uneasy. "You know there was a rumor on those two dating? I always thought it was weird, but..." I looked at Namjoon crazily. "Don't say that! Saorsa would tell me if she liked females." I rolled my eyes. "Would she?" Why was he stirring shit up? Why was he doing this? I could care less anyways. I trusted her. Suddenly a text from her appeared on my screen.
-Sorry I was out and forgot to call. My phone died a while ago. Can we still talk?-
I began to type a message to let her know I had to go, but I wanted to ask her something later. Namjoon was putting ideas in my head. Before I could send it my manager came rushing at me. "Someone is here for you!!" I sighed. "Who?" Just as the word left my mouth a familiar noona walked into the room, being greeted by the rest of the members who had paused their last minute practicing. "Yoongi it's been so long since I've seen you. I wanted to see you after the show, but I know you have to go on now so I'll talk to you when you're finished up. I have some important things to talk with you about," she looked so beautiful as usual and she always looked so youthful. It was bizarre to think that she was 7 years older than me. "It's nice to see you too Suran noona. We can talk as soon as the show is over." I bowed with a smile.
What could she want to talk about? The last time we spoke she was telling me I had to leave her house at 4am because she didn't want me to get too attached and she didn't like my drinking habits. She thought I was too young to be in a serious relationship with her but old enough to sleep with and produce some music with. So we went our separate ways until now, almost 2 years later.
The way Suran will be depicted in this book has nothing to do with her true character. She's lovely and doesn't deserve the hate people are giving her. Just an fyi. Also I'm in the process of finishing the cowriter application so be on the look out 😊
