SELF [JEON JUNGKOOK]

forty three

jeongguk💕: its 12am so u kno what that means

jeongguk💕: it's your birthday!!!

jeongguk 💕: 19 years ago today, on february 26, the world was blessed with an amazing girl that goes by the name of park nari. i don't know what i ever did to deserve someone as amazing as you are. thank you for showing me what matters most in life; thank you for showing me to enjoy the little things and to appreciate every second i live because we never know when it might be taken from us. you have changed me, nari, and i can't thank you enough for that. if you had never came into my life i would've never became who i am today. you shaped me into who i am today because you inspired me to change and i can't thank you enough for that. you still inspire me to this day, you inspire me to change my way of thinking and try new things and just generally be a better person and be more open and accepting. you are the reason why i still believe in true love, because before you i didn't think it still existed. but know i know, because i am completely in love with you and i know that we were somehow meant to be. you have my whole heart, and you'll have it for the rest of our lives because i can never see myself loving someone else as much as i love you. i am so blessed to have someone as amazing and loving and kind hearted as you are in my life and being there for me and loving me and supporting me in everything that i do. i have never been so in love with someone before and this feeling of such deep affection is new to me but it is one of the best in the world. i am so thankful for you and that i have you in my life because i honestly have no idea what i'd do without you.. as crazy as it seems i can't picture my life without you, and frankly i really don't want to either. the world is less scary and less intimidating with you by my side, and i have never been able to say that about any one else before. i hope you are happy on this wonderful day and hope that feeling stays with you for a long time. you are so special to me and you will continue to be special to me each day of my life. i hope that i get to celebrate many more birthdays with you and i hope we have many more years to come as a couple. i love you so much, nari. happy birthday, baby.

baby girl: thank you, jeongguk. it's crazy that in the short amount of time we have known each other you have made me feel more loved than i have my entire life. thank you for giving me a sense of belonging, without you i'm not even sure i would still be here today. thank you for always being there, even at crazy times in the morning, i can't tell you how much i appreciate that. i'm so thankful that i have someone as accepting and as amazing as you are. not many people these days are like that. but most of all, you are the one that inspires me. when i first met you, i was in a big slump. as i've gotten to know you more and more, i wasn't. i looked forward to talking to you every day because when i did, it was like all of the bad things disappeared for awhile. you were like my escape from reality. and the reality i live in now, with you, is something that i never want to escape, i fall more and more in love with you every day. you are the reason why i wake up every morning. thank you for all the memories you helped create, try wouldn't be the same without you. i also hope that we have many more years to come together, and that we can continue to be happy together for all of them. i am so in love with you and i can not imagine living my life with any one other than you by my side. i love you so much, jeongguk, thank you..

jeongguk💕: i love you so much, i will always love you

jeongguk💕: i will never stop loving you, nari..

jeongguk💕: no matter what happens to us, i will always love you and i will never stop

baby girl: you mean so much to me.. i love you, jeongguk, so much..

jeongguk💕: i love you too, baby.

jeongguk💕: now please go get some rest so you won't be tired for later, goodnight, my love..

baby girl: goodnight, jeongguk..

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ik they say 'i love you' a lot but,,,, let me okay i love writing cute couple stuff. btw i'll probably update again later today