SELF [JEON JUNGKOOK]

one hundred and four

my mainn👅: what the actual fuck, taehyung?

best frienddd😍: what are you talking about nari?

my mainn👅: you know what i'm fucking talking about, taehyung.

my mainn👅: don't try to act like you don't.

best frienddd😍: i genuinely don't know??

my mainn👅: why did you lie to me, taehyung?

best frienddd 😍: ohh, that..

my mainn👅: yeah.

my mainn👅: that.

my mainn👅: why would you do that?

best frienddd😍: well, in all honesty, it really was supposed to be just a joke

best frienddd😍: i didn't mean for it to go that far

my mainn👅: yet even when you knew that i thought you were serious you didn't tell me it was supposed to be a joke??

best frienddd 😍: i guess i wasn't thinking

my mainn👅: you guess?

best frienddd😍: i can't think straight when i talk to you

my mainn👅: what?

best frienddd😍: whenever we talk, it's like you distract me

best frienddd😍: but like in a good way

my mainn👅: are you saying what i think you're saying?

best frienddd😍: if you think i'm saying i have feelings for you, then yes.

best frienddd😍: i'm saying what you think i'm saying.

my mainn👅: that's why you did this??

my mainn👅: because you have feelings for me?

best frienddd😍: yeah, i guess that is why i did..

my mainn👅: why weren't you just honest about it?

best frienddd😍: it's not that easy, nari

my mainn👅: yeah i know it's not fuckin easy but did you really have to try and break us up??

my mainn👅: as if that would make me want you??

best frienddd😍: i wasn't thinking nari, just please forgive me it won't happen again

best frienddd😍: i promise.

my mainn👅: if only you were honest, maybe, just maybe, this friendship could've worked out

best frienddd😍: it can work out.. nari please..

my mainn👅: taehyung.. i made a promise to only surround myself with people who make me happy and who love, cherish, and appreciate me. and i'm pretty sure you don't do any of those right now, because if you did, you wouldn't have done this..

best frienddd😍: nari i do love you, i cherish and appreciate you, i really do..

my mainn👅: no, you don't, taehyung.

my mainn👅: if you did, you would've been honest with me from the beginning

my mainn👅: maybe things will be different a few years down the road, but right now, this is what i have to do.

best frienddd😍: nari, please..

my mainn👅: i'm sorry, taehyung..

best frienddd😍: no, nari, i'm sorry. im sorry that i keep fucking up our friendship. every time something happens it's always me that fucks it up. i'm sorry for everything that i put you through these past months we've been knowing each other, you don't deserve any of it, none of it at all. i regret everything that i've done to you... i really do. i really hope things can be different between us as time goes by, i really want you to be in my life and i want to be in yours.

best frienddd😍: god, i'm so fucking sorry..

my mainn👅: goodbye, taehyung.

my mainn👅 has blocked best frienddd😍.

best frienddd😍: i'm sorry that i fucked up nari
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best frienddd😍: i really am
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best frienddd😍: you deserve better than me
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everyone's a hoe™ for nari,, i'm adding a few chapters as well so !! also i'm getting real tired of this app freezing and crashing,,,, i tried writing this note four times and every time i went to save it'd freeze so i'm forced to use the website lmao,,, wattpad get urself together

but if you're still here, i love you and thank you for sticking around!!