SELF [JEON JUNGKOOK]

nineteen

kookie: hey, can we talk??

cutie: it's almost 2 in the morning do u ever sleep

cutie: but sure bubz, what's on your mind

cutie changed 'kookie' to 'bubz'.

bubz: it's really important

bubz: like very important

cutie: okay, get it off your chest.

bubz: just promise me one thing

cutie: what

bubz: you wont look at me differently

cutie: u ma homie bruh i wont treat u differently

bubz: i'm serious, nari..

cutie: so am i.

bubz: okay soo..

bubz: i know it's been like almost two months since we started talking

bubz: and i may regret saying this later but i have to get it off my chest

bubz: i have feelings for you, nari.

bubz: i know you're scared of being hurt, but i want you to know that i'd never hurt you

bubz: never.

bubz: but i really like you.

cutie: jungkook, i don't us being together is a good idea.

bubz: why?

cutie: we've never met before

bubz: if you don't like me like that, just tell me. don't make up excuses.

cutie: no, i like you.

cutie: it's just that i've never met you. i want to meet you before things happen between us.

cutie: and you're such a good friend

cutie: if things go south between us, i don't wanna lose you as a friend..

bubz: well i'm guessing you live in south korea,,

bubz: let's meet sometime tomorrow at the seoul mall

cutie: as much as i'd love to, it's not that easy.

bubz: again, if you don't want to, just tell me, don't make up excuses.

cutie: no, jungkook. i'm not making up excuses.

cutie: there are some things you don't know about me.

bubz: you can tell me anything, you know that right??

cutie: yeah but this,,,

cutie: it's difficult, okay?

cutie: you'll know one day, just not now

bubz: you can trust me with anything, if you need to talk, i'm all ears.

cutie: it's a difficult situation, jungkook

cutie: it's not easy to talk about it, and frankly i don't really wanna talk about it either

bubz: you can tell me, i won't judge you

cutie: stop fucking pestering me i said i don't wanna fucking talk about it
seen 1:56am

cutie: jungkook?
seen 2:42am

cutie: sorry.. it's just really hard for me to talk about it..
seen 2:56am

cutie: i'll talk to you tomorrow i guess
seen 3:24am

cutie: i mean if you'll even respond

bubz: of course i'll respond

bubz: i'm sorry, i shouldn't have pestered you about it, you said you didn't wanna talk about it and i should've respected that

bubz: goodnight.

cutie: goodnight.
seen 3:32am

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finALLY SOME DRAMA IT ONLY TOOK WHAT?? NINETEEN CHAPTERS??