SELF [JEON JUNGKOOK]

twenty

[trigger warning - if you are sensitive to the topic of abuse, please do not read]

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cutie: jungkoofv

cutie: jungkoof v plaese

cutie: im cry inf nad i cant stop shakinmf

cutie: plaese jungkkof

bubz: nari?? what's wrong??

cutie: itfs my mom

bubz: what happened?

cutie: she hit me

bubz: she hit you?

cutie: yes she fu ckinfg hit ,me

cutie: she's drunkf and we were fightingf and yellinf at each othe r and she just balled up her fist nad hit me

cutie: her ring hit my face and now it's bleedingf and im cryinf and i cant stip shakinf

cutie: i dont know whant to do

cutie: im so fuc kinfg scared jungkkok

bubz: hey, i'm here. it's okay. i'm not there physically but i'll help you calm down.

cutie: thatfs not even he worstv part

cutie: my dafd didnt even do anythinfg

cutie: he just stood there. he didnt stop her

bubz: i'm so sorry. where are you now?

cutie: im in my bathrrom

bubz: lock the door to make sure she can't get in.

bubz: is your face still bleeding?

cutie: a little bitf

bubz: take a damp cloth and clean it up. hold the damp cloth on it for awhile, it might help.

bubz: is this the first time this has happened..?

cutie: no..

cutie: but it hasn'tf happene d in a lonf time so i thoughtf they ha dboth clean ed up

cutie: i cant stip shakinf g

bubz: breathe in and out. count to seven between each one.

bubz: i'm sorry i can't be there in person to comfort you.

cutie: it's okay. talkinfg to you is enoughj rihgt now

cutie: thank youu for beinfg there jungkkook.

cutie: i don't knoww what i'd do withoutf you.

bubz: i'll always be there for you, no matter what..

bubz: always.

bubz: has your face stopped bleeding?

cutie: no bbut itfs not as mucv as it was

cutie: im still cryinf g and shakinf

bubz: [voice message]
"i know you probably don't feel like talking, so that's why i didn't call you. i just thought maybe you'd want to hear my voice. i'm sorry i can't be there in person. if this ever happens again, god willing it doesn't, but i will be there to hold you and and take care of you. i promise."

cutie: canf yuo sned me another one

cutie: your vioce is calminf

bubz: [voice message]
"i don't really know what to say right now, but since you think my voice is calming i guess i'll just ramble. i know i only saw you for a few seconds but you are honestly the most beautiful girl i have ever seen. the way your hair perfectly framed your beautiful face, the way your eyes sparkled, your smile, everything. i can't wait until the day i get to hold you and hug you and see your beautiful face in person. i'm willing to wait any amount of time, as long as i get to see you, that's all that matters."

bubz: [voice message]
"i wanna be the person you go to when you feel sad and i wanna be the person to make that all better. i want you to be able to tell me all of your secrets, your fears, your dreams. i want to hold you when your crying and sing softly in your ear to try and comfort you. i just want the best for and i want you to be happy and healthy and safe. i really care about you and i'm so happy that i met you."

cutie: shitf i''m cryinfg even more nowq

bubz: no please don't cry

cutie: they''re hsppyy tears don't worry

cutie: i find it amazinf g how you have never met me, yet you care abouft me more than anyone i know in real life

cutie: i'm so fucjing thankful for yoou, jungkook

cutie: so fucjing thamnkful

bubz: it's like you're trying to make me cry too

bubz: i can't wait ot meet you and hug the shit out of you

cutie: i can't wait to meet you and let you hug the shit out of me

cutie: i stopped crying

cutie: i'm still shakinf but not as bad

cutie: thank you for being there, jungkook

cutie: i really appreciate it

bubz: anything for my favorite girl

cutie: "my favorite girl" o h

bubz: well,,, you are the only girl i have so

bubz: anything for my girl

cutie: "my girl" boi if u don't

bubz: why don't you go to sleep

bubz: goodnight, love you

cutie: goodnight.

cutie: and jungkook?

bubz: hmm?

cutie: love you too

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been a little while since i updated this so 😏😏 it honestly took an expected turn, even for me. i mean look at jungkook droppin the l-bomb,,, oH and guys. my main b boysthatfellout posted a jikook fanfic called Peter Pan,,, if u guys want y'all can go check it out,,, they write so well and i don't think you'd be disappointed,,, show my main b some love ;))