SELF [JEON JUNGKOOK]

forty five

jeongguk💕: can i call you now??

baby girl: mhmm

jeongguk💕 wants to video chat!
accept | ignore

hey, baby..

hey..

you look so damn beautiful right now.

thank you..

i'm sorry that i couldn't get you the one thing that you wanted today..

i was really looking forward to it but their trip got canceled and they are angry and i don't wanna risk it, jeongguk, im sorry..

don't be sorry, it's not your fault.

but i feel bad.. i don't want you to be angry at me..

i'm not angry, baby.. stop worrying.

anyway...

what do you want to talk about??

anything.

how was your day??

it was good, namjoon and seokjin were yelling almost all day though, thanks to jimin.

namjoon was also pretty disappointed that he didn't know about your birthday and that he didn't get you something.

make sure to tell him that i don't want anything!!

i did!!

okay, good. nari giggled and he joined in.

what's your problem??

you look so cute.. nari once again giggled as she caught another glimpse of jeongguk's appearance. his messy hair and tired eyes made him somewhat resemble a child that had just woken up from a nap.

what a cutie...

i remember when you would call me that all the time..

and how you "hated" it...

why did you do air quotes?

because i know you secretly liked it..

that's a lie!!

then why are you starting to blush?!

. . .

shut up..

i'm just messing with you

but how was your day?

it was alright, i guess. i really wish i could be with you right now..

me too, but i promise we'll see each other soon, baby.

i sure hope so..

jeongguk opened his mouth to say something, but then hesitated and closed his mouth.

what were you gonna say?

it's nothing, don't worry about it..

are you sure? is something bothering you?

i don't think right now is the right time to bring it up..

oh.. okay..

hey, jeongguk??

hmm?

you know what else i want for my birthday?

what?

i want you to sing for me..

please??

of course, baby. what do you want me to sing?

a song that means a lot to you..

there's a lot of songs that mean a lot to me..

sing one that could mean a lot to us.. you know how couples have songs?? maybe it can become our song..

alright..

the sweet sound of soft jungkook's voice filled her ears. she felt that this was the perfect song for him to choose, because after all, he did give her purpose. he is her everything. he is the reason that she wants to wake up every morning. he is the reason why she's not afraid to love anymore.

how was it..?

perfect..

thank you..

no, thank you.. that was beautiful.

are you crying??

y-yeah..

why?? i mean that was nothing special-

nothing special??? yeah maybe for you but for me... that was special. really special..

this is a moment i'm always going to cherish..

me too..

i love you so much.. you know that, right??

i do, and i feel the same about you, nari..

[background: "nari, are you awake??"]

nari??

shit.. i gotta go.

thank you, jeongguk. i'll text you as soon as i can.

i love you..

i love you, too-

video chat with jeongguk💕 has ended.

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fun fact: every time i listen to jungkook's cover of purpose, nothing like us, or paper hearts i cry lmao