SELF [JEON JUNGKOOK]

tag

i was tagged by -peachyseok and i low key love doing tags so imma do this one !!

1.  Describe yourself as you would a character in a fanfic.
the short girl with the blonde hair and perfect eyebrows shot him a gaze with her big, green eyes. he whispered "hoe,,don't do it." to no avail, of course, since she put on her navy blue hood and proceeded to dab anyway. "oh my god,,,"

2.  Do you have a ritual before/during/after you write?
i listen to music lmao that's pretty much the only thing i do to get ready to write

3.  Which fanfic is/was your favorite one to write?
i enjoy writing all of my stories but hands down messages !! i enjoyed writing all the twists i put in and i loved the reaction i got !!

4.  Authors you admire?
suburbanyoongi
kkaebsongkaisoo
amenramen
seoulpunk who also inspired me to start writing again !!!
wangkongbean
sincerelytop
-peachyseok
nerdyhemmo
my main b boysthatfellout !!!
i'm mostly a silent reader for all of these but i really enjoy their works !! i have more but that's all i can think of rn !!

5. How many words do you think you could write in an hour if you really concentrated?
probably a little over 1000, if i was really concentrated and knew exactly what i wanted to do probably closer to 1500, but it all depends

6. What was your first fanfic pairing and plot?
my first pair fic was black and blue and it's about how jungkook is depressed and he finds peace in jimin,,, but my first ever fanfic was abt dan howell yikes !!

7. Inspiration, time, or motivation?
motivation!!!!! i have plenty of time & inspiration and barely any motivation lmao

8. Why do you write?
because i enjoy putting my work out there and i enjoy people's reaction to my work and i just enjoy it !!!

9. Are you planning on writing anything other than fanfiction?
no probably not lmao

10. What inspires you the most?
literally everything,,, i am not joking because literally everything inspires me ,, like i can see a flower and think of a perfect plot on how love can bloom from even the roughest parts of the earth and can still be the most beautiful thing

11. Out of your fanfics, which one is your favorite?
i like all of them but probably this one lmao it's one that has always been enjoyable for me

12. Strangest thing you ever wrote or ever thought about writing?
the "strangest" thing i've written isn't published but it's about jungkook being infatuated with a girl and it's just a lot "darker" than my other ones i guess out could say

13. Which fanfic do you wish you had written better and why?
as much as i love it, black and blue,, it has an okay plot but it's just so badly written yikes!!

14. What is the best fanfic you've ever read(not your own)?
isbhsuddd i can't remember the name but it was about this girl who i could see and talk to spirits and when she'd text or be with jungkook they'd go away and i loved it so much but i can't remember the name i'm 😭😭

15. What is your guilty writing pleasure?
angst because it's all i'm good at lmao

16. Do you plan out your story before writing it or do you just wing it?
i always plan it out but sometimes i don't follow what i plan

17. Are you a fast writer?
depends, if i'm really motivated, yes, if not, then no

18. How old were you when you started to write stories? (fanfics or not)
in fourth grade because my teacher always assigned writings to us so like i was forced and as i kept doing it i kept enjoying it,, so like 10 or 11?? i lie in not exactly sure lmao but now my instant reaction when i'm assigned essays and writings for school is "kill me" because i only like to write abt bts yiKES

19. Why did you start writing?
my friend wrote on here and made me a character in their fic so i downloaded this app and made an account to read it but i ended up writing as well aye !!

20. List six sentences from your works that you're really proud of.
idk how many imma have but it's gonna be more than 6 lmao and it's more hab six sentences lol

"Do I miss him? Of course I do, not a day goes by that Jungkook does not cross my mind. But now, I'm starting to realize that this was how things were going to happen; whether he and I were together or not. It just so happens that I gave him a reason to stay a little longer." -black and blue

"you wanna know why i'm leaving?? fine. i'm leaving because it isn't easy for me to be around someone i love every single day, knowing for a fact that i can't have them." -messages

"i wanna be the person you go to when you feel sad and i wanna be the person to make that all better. i want you to be able to tell me all of your secrets, your fears, your dreams. i want to hold you when your crying and sing softly in your ear to try and comfort you. i just want the best for and i want you to be happy and healthy and safe. i really care about you and i'm so happy that i met you." -self

"a short silence fell between the both of us, but not the cold and awkward kind, the warm and comforting. the type of silence that falls when there are no possible words that can explain how great it is just to be in each other's presence." -self

"i'm serious, nari. you are. the way the moonlight perfectly falls upon your face. the way the stars twinkle in your eyes. the stars have nothing compared to them, though, i've seen your eyes twinkle and shine just as bright without them." -self

"you're human, you have feelings and emotions and if you think you can't show that because "you're a man" you're wrong." -self

"i'm sorry, i just can't stop thinking about it. i'm scared that the words we tell each other will mean nothing someday. I'm scared I'll end up hurting you, I'm scared that things are gonna go south between us and I'll lose you, I'm scared I'm not good enough for you, I'm scared I can't love you how you deserve to be loved, I'm scared I can't give you everything you need." -some random prompt

"i'm quiet and shy by nature but i'm willing to step out of my comfort zone for someone i love." -prompt probably inspired by some TV show I can't remember

"i know that sometimes it becomes really hard to not be hard on yourself, but you have to stop. you are an amazing dancer, you are one of the fastest learners i have ever seen. tripping over your feet or going off beat doesn't make you a bad dancer. that's the beauty in dancing, y'know? you can plan everything so perfectly and then have it come out a completely different way, you never know how it will come out until you actually do it. i know that you can do this. if you believing in yourself is somehow not enough, always remember that i believe in you 100 percent. i'm like your biggest fan, cheering you on throughout your journey." -random fic in my drafts

"to tell you the truth, seokjin didn't want to tell nari what was wrong. he didn't want to start an argument with her. sure, couples have fights all the time, but not them. they had never argued once since they have gotten together. their whole journey as boyfriend and girlfriend had been perfect, and to tell the truth, seokjin thought it was too good to be true." -prompt i wrote for my main b

ayyyEEE that's it lmao imma update an actual chapter soon ;)