SELF [JEON JUNGKOOK]

seventy one

baby girl: jeongguk?

jeongguk💕: it's almost three over there are you okay?? you have work tomorrow, you shouldn't be up this late

baby girl: we need to talk..

jeongguk💕: about what?

baby girl: us..

jeongguk💕: what about us?

baby girl: i think we should take a break..

jeongguk💕: what..?

baby girl: we've both been so stressed lately and the distance isn't making it any better

baby girl: we've haven't been treating each other the same past few days and it's not right..

jeongguk💕: i'm sorry i'm so stressed all the time i told you it's all just a lot to take in at once for me

baby girl: being stressed isn't an excuse for us to mistreat each other, jeongguk

baby girl: i know this is probably easy for you..

jeongguk💕: easy?

jeongguk💕: you think this is fucking easy for me?

baby girl: it's not like we've talked that much the past few weeks anyway

baby girl: you've been so busy

jeongguk💕: i'm fucking trying, okay??

jeongguk💕: i barely have time for myself anymore..

jeongguk💕: but what happened to you supporting me no matter what??

baby girl: i do support you

jeongguk💕: really? because right now it feels like you don't.. you should understand how i feel right now

baby girl: well what was i supposed to say?? "i don't want you to go." "don't follow your dream." how would've you reacted to that??

jeongguk💕: you didn't want me to go..?

baby girl: no, jeongguk, that's not what i meant..

jeongguk💕: you didn't really support me??

baby girl: no, jeongguk. i did it was just so sudden i didn't know what to think

jeongguk💕: you know what's funny??

jeongguk💕: you're the one who made me cry yet i still wish you were the one wiping the tears away

baby girl: no please don't cry jeongguk

baby girl: that's not what i meant at all please

jeongguk💕: no

jeongguk💕: i don't want to talk about this anymore.

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;) i low key feel like shit tho so 🤔🤔