SELF [JEON JUNGKOOK]

forty

baby girl: jeongguk???

baby girl: please i need to talk to you..

baby girl: fuck you're probably asleep right now..

baby girl: shit..

bubz💘: is everything okay???

baby girl: i just need to talk about something to you..

bubz💘: what is it???

baby girl: you'd never leave me because we don't spend a lot of time together...

baby girl: right???

bubz💘: what??

baby girl: would you ever leave me because we don't spend time together??

bubz💘: no baby, of course not

bubz💘: why are you worried about that anyway???

nari: it's gonna sound stupid..

bubz💘: no it won't just tell me

baby girl: i had a dream and you left me because you were angry that we didn't spend enough time together and in that moment i swear i felt the pain in my heart and the tears stream down my face, i felt everything

baby girl: i don't ever wanna feel that, jeongguk..

bubz💘: you won't, i promise.

bubz💘: i knew that when we got together, we wouldn't be able to see each other all the time because of your situation but i'd never be angry at you for that

bubz💘: why would i be angry over something that neither of us can control

bubz💘: when you're in a relationship, you're supposed to cherish all the times you spend together.

bubz💘: for us, it may not have been a lot of time but i still cherish them and i appreciate them

bubz💘: in fact, not being able to see you as often makes me appreciate when i do even more because i know it's not often that we do

baby girl: what did i ever do to deserve someone as amazing as you are..

bubz💘: i ask myself that question every day..

bubz💘: wait,,,

bubz💘: about what i did to deserve you

bubz💘: not the other way around

bubz💘: why would i ask myself what you did to deserve me,,,, that's so stupid wtf,,

bubz💘: hold up

bubz💘: that makes me sound conceited i promise i'm not,,

baby girl: are you tired jeongguk?

bubz💘: very

baby girl: i can tell

baby girl: you always ramble when you're tired

baby girl: go to sleep, i'm sorry i bothered you

bubz💘: you didn't bother me

bubz💘: goodnight i love youu

baby girl: goodnight i love you too

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this probably makes no sense lmao sorry