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Mahirap maging Ina pero mas mahirap magpakaina.
-Ali

Kaya ko naman mag-isa pero ang di ko kaya ay ang lungkot dulot ng
pag-iisa.

Maaga akong naulila kaya lumaki ako sa bahay ampunan. I was adopted by a kind-hearted lady when I was 10. Mama Margaret is beautiful, smart and kind. She also has a stable source of income pero di na nakapag-asawa or shall I say iniwan ng sana'y magiging asawa dahil di siya mabigyan ng anak.

She gave me everything I need and she treated me more than a real daughter. I feel like the most precious gem starting then. We fill up every longing sa pagkatao ng bawat isa but then, the universe is a bit cruel kaya kinuha din siya sa akin just after I graduated in college.

Naiwan na naman akong mag-isa. I live my life inside a big house for almost 8 years dahil na rin yung katulong na nahire ko is hindi stay in.
I also have a stable source of income as a freelance interior designer. I want to be free from anyone's control kaya mas pinili ko maging freelance ID. Mas gusto ko rin kasi na hawak ko ang oras ko. Good thing I always get worthy clients.

I never experience getting into a serious relationship starting when I worked. Lagi naman kasing kung hindi s*x ang habol nila ay naglalaro lang pala ang mga ito para lang may masabing karelasyon. It's during my 4th year high school ang naalala kong serious relationship ko dahil sa first boyfriend ko yung tao and I was really smitten by the guy's charm.

Pakiramdam ko gagaya ako sa Mama Margaret ko so I decided to adopt. Kids lover naman ako since then at malakas ang maternal instinct ko. Bumalik ako sa dating ampunan na pinagmulan and there I met my two lovely daughters, Iris and Sam. although magkaiba ng pinanggalingan at edad di maitatanging may hawig ang dalawa at magaganda ang lahi.

How could a mother leave a wonderful child like Sam and Iris in a place like this? They're even bullied by other children just like me before.I don't mean to judge this mothers but the empathy cascading down my heart is just letting me question them. Madami na din kasi ang mga bata sa bahay ampunan kaya di na sila nababantayan ng mga madre and social workers masyado.

I was background checked and I was able to legally adopted this children succesfully. I was 28 that time and Iris and Sam is just 6 years old, Iris is just two months older accordingly.
I never thought I would be as happy as any mother could be but Iris and Sam made it possible for me to fill the cup of my happiness.

Wala man akong maipakilalang ama sa kanila I did everything naman para mapunan ang puwang ng isang ama sa buhay ng mga anak. I'm more than happy now.

Nina Dee ° Copyright 2017