Blinded (c.h)

(((7y)))

I'm bad with words, expressing emotions or feelings isn't my best factor. So this thing, what ever the crappy stuff I'm about to write, is going to suck. But I know that Corey is going to read it with a smile on his face cause no matter how sucky/crappy/horrible something is, he finds light in it.
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.7 years.
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About two years ago, around Christmas I'd say, I watched titanic for the first time. I basically fell head over heals for Leo, and that's what got me into older movies. Makes me sad that it wasn't Corey, but things happen for a reason. I was watching 90s movies, then 80s, then 70s, just basically couldn't stop. And when I watched Lucas, Corey was making me melt. Everything he did made my stomach flip. Then I watched License to Drive, also made my stomach flip. And his dramatic puberty change was fantastic also, but either way he was a ball of happiness and cuteness. I was drawn to him, cliche but I'm being honest. So I looked him up, wanted to see more movies he was in, and how he was doing at the moment. And when I saw the words 'death date' .... I'm not even kidding, I choked on air. I sucked in a breath, and just stumbled with it. I remember crying. When I don't know someone personally, I choose to not act like I did. But for some reason I couldn't fight the tears, I just cried. But I felt such relation to him, seeing how much he was struggling, and how well he hid it with a smile. Corey Haim is a true inspiration, and you can't even argue with that. He struggled so badly, and he kept going on with life. He was getting help, and Corey was trying his hardest to just get back to the simple things that made him happy. No matter how tough life was Corey kept a bright smile on his face. It hurts to know that he's gone. I'm not trying to be extra, but he deserved so, so, so much more than he got.

Corey Ian Haim, keep resting easy angel.

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