The girl they will never have

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The class ended and we had a fifteen minutes break. We eat our breakfast in class because the cafeteria was in the basement and that would be too far. When other students were going outside the class,I was watching at the door to see if Em is coming so that I could just have some more share of the breakfast. Like come on ,I am not waiting FOR her. It's THE FOOD which I am worried about.

Watching out for Em and eating as much as I could,I saw him staring at me while walking outside. I pretended I didn't see him but deep inside,I was controlling myself as much as I could so as to not separate the smirk from his face and neck from his body.

He had eyes like vulture-sharp and evil. He stared at me so intently that sometimes I would be scared if he was a psychopath.

Breaking away from thoughts,I hurriedly kept breakfast back in my bag as I saw Em entering the class.

"Do me a favor and give me food before I pass out,will you?" Em asked as though she is hungry from months. Well,can't blame her,cause I was the same minutes before. We had a Sis code which clearly isn't meant that we cannot date each other's exes because first-we did not have had boyfriends and secondly, we knew that if we have imaginarily had an break up,then that guy was not the worth of other two's time and was just a pain in the ass. Our sis code was that one wouldn't eat before anyone and we would all  start gobbling at once. But even codes are meant to broken. So we would just eat whenever we wanted to,although,secretly like I did now.

We started eating like there was no tomorrow,not sparing a minute to talk,because when we could do it between the classes,why waste our time during eating. Once we were done,we talked about random topics.

"U are still alive,hah,I thought u would be dead by the intensity of the stares" Mila asked me and I just snapped my face to look at her smiling. She was listening to the class,so how did she knew about it.

"How did u know" I asked Mila.

"You are not the only one pretending to listen to class because even I did that due to the boring lesson and I can't be more amused by seeing him staring at you" Mila said with so much happiness as if though her life depended on it.

"You should have seen him Em,he looked like he would just want Xanna to look at him and smile just for once. Poor him. Oh,how I wish she would do that" Mila continued now looking sadly at me. Heck,like I would do that.

"Shut that story,will ya? It's making me puke my breakfast." Em said glaring at Mila which made Mila actually shut up. Now,we wouldn't want our breakfast mixed with some digestive bile juices of Em,would we?Well that sounded bad. Ewwww. Uhh.

"You make him suffer real bad,Xanna " Mila said with an hint of sadness in her voice.

"So, he was staring you,huh?again?" Em asked me with slight interest.

"Please don't start it guys...."I said both of them totally bored.

This was one topic which they talked regularly. And it was the same. When I was just letting myself away from those thoughts,I watched him walk in the class,staring at me with his brown eyes. I looked away and ignored his stares like always.

"Xanna, Xanna, Xanna ...." Mila shouted as if I was dying. I knew what she was doing. Making me look up and letting him show my reaction. I gritted my teeth and didn't raise my head. I just gave Mila a sideways glance staring at her. She smirked knowing she got me.

"Xanna look him in the eyes and challenge him,don't show him you are weak which you are not." Em said me slowly so that her words would settle within me.

"Really Em." rolling my eyes I asked her to which she shrugged. I could feel someone boring holes at my back. I whipped my head backwards gritting my teeth and showing him my anger. He knew better not to mess with me. I could see that he was scared. He quickly turned away and talked with his friends. I turned around happily that I won. Em smiled at me and Mila had a small smile on her face.

Mila did not say me things to irritate me,she knew how much I hated him. To Em and Mila,he was the topic of discussion whenever they felt bored. Mila showed like she was on his side but I knew she would just joke around. Well,that's what friends are for, right??

The rest of the day passed on with boring classes. It was physics class when Em poked me

"Hey,are you listening to the class,you traitor" Em asked me in a hushed whisper.

"Are you kidding me Em,I have got brain in my head. Listening to it is implying torture upon myself,why thank you,but I am not gonna let that happen." I smirked at her and she returned it.

Me and Em have a deal. Nothing much,just that we are not supposed to listen to classes until each other's approval. It's not like they teach us really good,it's actually most of the time boring and that leads to Em sleeping upon me. Don't be surprised. Em literally sleeps on my lap whenever the class is boring. We had benches that could have three people seated so we three sat together and Em could sleep without getting noticed because we sat mostly at the last.

Not to boast about each other but we three were pretty smart and intelligent. We just didn't like to hear classes. We studied for tests by ourselves and that would get us A's. We knew when to study and when to have fun,so we could catch up to the lessons and even have our fun.

While Em sleeps, I go in my imaginary world,and no,not of food,but him. No no no no no no no not him but Mr.sam. I thought about him in every class of my junior year and even now it continues. Please don't ask me what do I think but I can assure you that they are clean thoughts. In case you are just wondering!!!

I was staring at the wall on the front thinking nothing. I have this habit of staring at things and thinking nothing. I would simply stare them. I don't know why but it gives me peace from within. It makes me feel relaxed. Suddenly Mila shakes me breaking me from my thoughts. I would zone out literally. I looked up at her and saw her giving me an questioning look. I just shake my head to tell that I am alright and she gives a short nod.

I looked around the class to see everyone listening to class. And I saw him listening to the class too. I remembered how I would never fail to land in trouble. I remembered clearly the day that got me in this trouble. It looked like it was yesterday when

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